I spotted a stand of pine trees with many fancy mushrooms under it...yellow and white spottted ones..amanita muscaria formosa.
Now I've heard that these were weak compared to the red ones and the brown-black ones (panterina's known to be the strongest) But I decided to do a wee bit of trasspassing and grab a bundle...about a pound that dried in the oven (170) to about an oz and a quarter of cracker dry mushrooms.
Hearing these yellow ones are weaker, I decided to eat a half an oz, about a standard red ones dose. As they were coming on I was surprized by their strengh..stronger than any red ones I've done, about as strong as most browns. A little nausious at first, but this passed.
I could feel some mental nervousness over their unexpected strengh, also view this nervousness as motion in my cev field, moving form left to right. Also there was a typical distance from this nervousness, and the rest of my mind, as if I were viewing it in the third person...so I willed the motion (and vibe) to stop.
The mushrooms were coming on very strong now, and I felt the barriers separating this from that and the otherthing dissolve, letting everything in, eternity, infintity, past, present, future, maddness, but also sanity, satan (for lack of a better word) and also god (for lack of a better word)
Soooooo I was SURPRISED at how strong these yellow shrooms were..and a little freaked out! But I found it easy to just let everything be, and balance out. I assumed a point of equilibrium between all these opposites that was the essence of meditation..and at the time I was certain that these mushroom (amanita's) were indeed the SOMA that inspired the Veda's...I was absolutely certain at the time, I was just there in this timeless space with the old-ones..
I would describe the experience as one of STUPERFORIOUS PROFONDITY...fits well.
These mushrooms continue to inform me.
Now I've heard that these were weak compared to the red ones and the brown-black ones (panterina's known to be the strongest) But I decided to do a wee bit of trasspassing and grab a bundle...about a pound that dried in the oven (170) to about an oz and a quarter of cracker dry mushrooms.
Hearing these yellow ones are weaker, I decided to eat a half an oz, about a standard red ones dose. As they were coming on I was surprized by their strengh..stronger than any red ones I've done, about as strong as most browns. A little nausious at first, but this passed.
I could feel some mental nervousness over their unexpected strengh, also view this nervousness as motion in my cev field, moving form left to right. Also there was a typical distance from this nervousness, and the rest of my mind, as if I were viewing it in the third person...so I willed the motion (and vibe) to stop.
The mushrooms were coming on very strong now, and I felt the barriers separating this from that and the otherthing dissolve, letting everything in, eternity, infintity, past, present, future, maddness, but also sanity, satan (for lack of a better word) and also god (for lack of a better word)
Soooooo I was SURPRISED at how strong these yellow shrooms were..and a little freaked out! But I found it easy to just let everything be, and balance out. I assumed a point of equilibrium between all these opposites that was the essence of meditation..and at the time I was certain that these mushroom (amanita's) were indeed the SOMA that inspired the Veda's...I was absolutely certain at the time, I was just there in this timeless space with the old-ones..
I would describe the experience as one of STUPERFORIOUS PROFONDITY...fits well.
These mushrooms continue to inform me.