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I miss you so much. I can't get you out of head. The holidays were rough. Not as bad as I thought but still rough. We've been making runs to St. Robert and I know you would have loved to come. Sometimes I wonder if you're watching us getting pissed about how stupid we are. It's weird for me to see you're friends and family. Hard to believe they still exist without you. Hard to believe if goes on without you. Anymore I don't feel like I'm living till I score. Nothing seems real without you. I know you're gone for good but it doesn't feel that way most days.