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Am I the only one?

SLKL9

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Joined
May 7, 2015
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Location
Somerset UK
Hi
I am a bored, married, lady. Used to use coke, moved to alcohol and then to EPH (which I miss terribly). I live in the English countryside surrounded by retired wealthy non-users who would be shocked by my history. I have often found this site whilst trolling the net for my next high and wondered how many others like me there are? I find life very boring and lonely without my daily high and don't know what to do with my self to pass the day now. am I the only one?
 
Hi SLKL9 - you're definitely not alone!

If you saunter over to our European Drug Discussion Forum you'll find like minded people of all ages from the UK.

I myself have done my fair share of coke and ethylphenidate, I've quit the stimulants for now as it became a constant (destructive force) in my life...however I hear 3-FPM is what most people are indulging in these days now that EPH has been banned.

Enjoy!
 
I have real eclectic tastes in literature but some of my favourites are Wilber Smith, Kathy Reiks, Tess Gerritson, Linwood Barclay, Nicci French. I have my own library here! I am currently reading Hotel Kerobokan by Kathryn Bonella It's about the main prison in Bali and the inmates there, the drugs they take and how corrupt the whole system is. Most of the inmates do ecstasy, heroin or coke all the time. The dealer delivers to the cells whatever drugs they want whenever they want and lets them have it on credit. It's non-fiction and a real eyeopener.

What genre is the book are you writing? Is it fictitious or not?
 
You are definitely not alone. This is how i feel almost every day of my life. Welcome!
 
i think many of us would relate to your description...

i'm a bored aspiring musician , who works 3 days a week doing sales ( for maybe 5 hours each day) ,

takes drugs to make life and creativity more interesting and because i believe you can create your own perceptive reality for yourself , even if its a tad bit dellusional or unbalanced...

28 and single , and ready and willing and able to mingle.....


when i don't have my drugs of choice i become very bored and my soul screams out for revolution and glutonous drug consumption! let the circus restart up again!
 
Growing old disgracefully....lolol. Excellent, thanks for the laugh ;)

Welcome to BL!

You'll find many here who feel the same.

Peace.
 
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