years ago when i used to take opiates i loved the euphoria but i always found nodding to be weird and not entirely pleasant.
i then quit opiates because of problems with nausea but ive been using kratom recently (for some reason it doesn't give me as much nausea as opiates) and i'm finding the same thing. i don't particularly like nodding, it's actually kind of unpleasant and scary. i feel not in control of my mind, but not in an enlightening sort of way like you might get with a psychedelic.
i then quit opiates because of problems with nausea but ive been using kratom recently (for some reason it doesn't give me as much nausea as opiates) and i'm finding the same thing. i don't particularly like nodding, it's actually kind of unpleasant and scary. i feel not in control of my mind, but not in an enlightening sort of way like you might get with a psychedelic.