so, been taking drugs such as mandy coke n ket for around a year now, not necessarily abusing them but used in moderation at parties or out with friends maybe two or three times a month for the past 6 months and the first 6 only once a month, if that. thing is im still young like not even through school im just worried that it wont be the same when im older doing all this recreational use cause already ive experienced very bad trips and experiances while using theyre becoming more frequent and its really disheartening cause the thought of being at raves and nightclubs and festivals doing all this excites me. im worried im ruining it for me in the future if that makes sense? i also dont want to stop, im not addicted i just have a lot ore fun intoxicated obviously and i do go sober a lot its just nice to not be a couple times a month. is it possible to like not enjoy when ur older if you start young?