Am I ready again?

[President_Red]

Alright about from late November last year to late january this year, I used ecstasy at least 4 times a week it got to the point where I couldn't really even roll, so I quit from February to march I went through the worst emotional rollercoaster in my head just so depressed and sorta introverted more than I usually already am and secluded, anxiety through the roof. I feel much better now after taking my multivitamin and 5htp everyday for a month and continuing taking my multivitamin. Other than that just been smoking bookoo pot but that's about it. But I just got two pills and waiting to take them for a special event I'm not sure what yet but something. I'm just wondering what's your thoughts on this?

 

[terarc]

How long have you had off? A month or two? If you take it again you're just gonna hop straight back on that emotional roller coaster. You wanna wait until you feel 110% better, then however long that took, wait that amount of time another 2-3 times again. If you don't have this 'buffering' period after you feel recovered you risk all the problems just flooding back. And depending on how serious the negative effects were for you, it could be a very good idea to consider quitting MDMA for good.

 

[epic11]

Dont do it. 4 times in a week?! For months?! DO NOT TOUCH IT!!! You are not ready. You need years bro. Sorry you had to find out the hardest way possible. Youll know when you are ready.