Am I going Mad? MDMA

[randomuser123]

Hi Guys

This has been the last thing I wanna do. But I just want people to reassure me what happened one night was normal.
I go to drum and bass events, a LOT of them.
:edit etc. I have taken pills before. And I have felt energized, and just gone for it that night.

I had a night just over a month ago that changed my life. I was dead set on becoming the biggest wreck in said (very famous) nightclub. I found a guy selling pills in there (green 140's if anyone is interested). So I had one of those. This was good, the most I have ever felt a pill hit me. I then persisted in finding more.

I found a guy that was selling (what I assume to be MDMA) he sold me a reasonable sized wrap for 40 quid. He used the slang term 'fizzle'. However in my wrecked state I just assumed it was MD. So i bought it. He did warn me that it would wipe the floor with me...

I was with a friend, and went to sit by room 2 of this nightclub. And was too off my face to make a bomb with a rizzla or anything. So I bit the (what I assume to be 1g wrap) in half. And washed down with water. It was pretty substantial (and bitter) to swallow (tricky to tear in half with my teeth tbh). My friend swallowed the other half.

We went to dance around to the DJ we had waited for (high rankin...what a legend). And I felt it coming up on me in less than 5 mins. I looked at my friend and considering we were both regulars to d&b nights... he looked frightened. I suggested we should sit down. Which we did. I have never been so frightened in my life. Apologies if I sound like a pussy!

I held hands with my mate and looked up at him. And everything was very blurred and he had 2 heads. We were both sweating A LOT (and I rave a fair amount!) and panting. I remember shouting to him 'it will be ok' as we hugged each other (because to be quite frank... this could have been anything, you aint got anything without your mates)

Thats the last I remember, until we came round in the paramedics office (CHRIST ALMIGHTY). My friend was a nervous wreck. We were asked If we had taken ket, which I replyed 'ive taken nothing' (ove course boys! haha) We were 'released' back into the club. I have never chewed my jaw off so much in my life. And had a really mad party time after...didnt care who was playing. It took like 2 days to come down propper.

I would almost say now (over a month later) that I would want to do this again. It was so mad. Is this 'fizzle' MDMA. Or have I been sold something mad, that I shouldnt have bommbed. Because that initial rush was very frighting and surreal...the trip to the paramedics... holding hands with my mate... sweating my balls off.

Is this normal with MDMA. Is it normal that I want to do It again? Haha! I probs sound like the biggest nobjockey. And you guys probs think 'what a n00b' haha. But I thought this was the only place I have got reasonable info from. And that you guys would understand.

Hell...its not impossible that one of you guys saw me and my mate in our own little world in said 'famous london nightclub'

Cheers Guys. (nice to get this off my chest to people that understand!)

 

[No Consequence]

Well if it was MDMA, 500mgs to bomb at once is a HUGE dose.
Most people don't consume nearly that much in a whole night.
On high doses it can cause overheating and excessive sweating. You prob (if it was MDMA) just took too much and couldn't enjoy your roll.
Are you sure it took you 2 days to come down though? or does this consist of feeling out of it (hungover-ish).

 

[socalthizzn]

Sounds like you rolled really hard and dosed too High. You should be testing all the mdxx you consume, buying in clubs/events usally leads to experiences like you've posted.

 

[randomuser123]

Yeah sorry man...I came down after like 6 hours... I mean the hungover ness. Was really grim. But I was surprised that I could feel so wrecked of MDMA. Like I take pills once every 2 months. And I have never felt that messed in my life. I remember me and my mate were clinging on to eachother infront of a lot of people (ahaha I usualy laugh at these people!) ahaha .
Yeah, I gather we took a lot. (we did half each cos we thought that we would have none on us then...to worry about) Cos we dont really mess with crystal / powder shit.

Its just good to get this out to people that may have experienced similar things. None of my mates have! Just mad to think you can get in such a mess in less than 10 mins.

 

[socalthizzn]

^ yea this is an experience people can learn from.
I cant see any reason that it warrants its own thread though so im going to close it up. Feel free to post it in trip reports / your blog