Leave the fucking to me matey, you concentrate on the logistics of life, ill do they sex. I went of sex once, thought i was gay....Tried feeling fabulous, tried dancing turned out i wasnt gay ust that i had a medical condition. Try expressive dance or archery. you might just be in the " Women are bitches (potential witches) faze. It will pass hopefully or even if it doesn't its all good. Women dont half go on.....wanting affection, trust etc....give and take i suppose. Its all a trade. I didn't want to fuck my girl for ages cause she talked shit about polish hip-hop. took weeks in the end i just told her " This isnt for me, its for society, you know fuck all about poland or rap. speak ill again and its over" she looked at me said ok but i knew she was thinking " fuck polish hiphop" so every time we fuck i think of her mum"
hope this helps