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Always FREAK out when i do shrooms

forbiddenlife5

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So the first time i tried a psychadelic was acid, and my cousin gave one tab, but knowing me i had took two, and it took a real long time to kick in, but when it did things looked slightly brighter, i would space out a little bit, and with the mixture of alcohol things changed colors, it was a real fun experience, fast forwarding to my terrible shroom experiences.

Months went by and i tried, various drugs here and their carefully to space out how often i do them, so i don't become addicted. My desire to do acid again(or shrooms since i never tried those) started again, and for about 4 months straight, i had asked numerous people, looked in numerous places looking to get some but never could find either, i live in phoenix, az and for a large city acid and shrooms isn't the easiest to find, meth and marijuana were what most people sold and a few other things, anyways after months of looking i finally came across someone who sold some shrooms they were gold caps, from what i hear they were real good, anyways so i purchased 60 dollars worth (6.5g) so the first time i tried it, i was on my way to see my best friend at his work, i took the shrooms before i left my house, since i knew i'd make it to my best friends work by the time the trip would start, i ate 3.5 grams, on a COMPLETE empty stomach, and i only weigh 125lbs, not realizing i took too much, i started driving and about 30 minutes after taking the shrooms, i noticed music sounded amazing in my car, and everything looked so shiny, like i was in new york or something, when i got to my best friends work, i walked inside his store, and couldn't stop laughing, i just kept laughing and at nothing it made me real giggly, than i noticed things were real bright, and were slightly moving, nothing too dramatical, so i went back in my car and started blasting music, my best friend would come outside whenever the store wasn't busy, i sold him the rest of the shrooms left, this is when things got hazy, i slowly started to get real paranoid and started blacking out (which i didnt know could happen on shrooms) i would be sitting their, with my windows closed, saying go away, fuck off, leave me alone etc, and having the weirdest thoughts and body sensations, my body felt amazing to touch, i had visions of my past that seemed so real and scary, i saw people's face's from my car that looked real shaky and demon like, i could hear a bunch of people talking from far away, and than i kept thinking cops were after me, and hallucinated cop cars etc, i started crying asking my best friend if the cops arrested me, and i remember i would constantly yawn, and would stay seated in one spot, i would have seizures, my eyes would roll in the back of my head, and i'd be praying that the freaky stuff i kept visioning would go away, before i knew it, i was driving, thinking it was a dream when in reality it wasn't and i was driving crazy, than i completely blacked out, and just remember crashing into a car real hard, i woke up 8 hours later thinking i was dead with the airbag in my face and on someones driveway with my car totally destroyed, (nowone came to help, and the people didn't even know i crashed into both their cars till 8 hours later) the cops came, blah blah, found wrote the ticket, etc overall that experience horrified the living shit out of me, but i just couldn't get enough and once i got over my depression of getting in the car wreck i did shrooms again and did the same 3.5 grams, thinking i can handle it better, i did it with my best friend, who i sold it to, but he kept hesistating to do it and i was wondering why, because he's always willing to do drugs when offered especially since this time i was giving them to him for free, i later found out, that he kinda was freaked out by his experience on the shrooms too, although he maintained his sanity better, well what do you know, the night turns out to be 6 hours in hell, it started off with patters and things morphing, the fun stuff, and an amazing body high feeling real light but yet real drowsy, we wanted to watch music videos, because music sounded amazing, this is when things got to be too much, the music was britney spears, and other current popular artists, and the dances were too ... "in your face" and fast paced, plus lady gaga's videos were too freaky, and i started freaking out, slightly noticing the trip kept getting way too intense, and i would see demon face's in the music video, while my best friend would force himself to keep watching acting like he wasn't freaked out, and i could see like skeletons and shit in the peoples faces, i freaked out and started to shake real bad, wanting the trip to end, and my best friend trying to be the sane one for the two of us, convinced me to try and eat to end the trip, but i ended up taking 4 vitamin c pills reading somewhere that it ends the trip, but it made it worse, i started to see colors changing like crazy, my best friend went kinda crazy and kept talking and talking, but it just sounded like echoes, and i was thinking we became mental, and this will never end, before i knew it, i was talking about random stuff about our past with alot of intense emotions going through my body and mind that made it so spiritual, i woke up with my eyes wide open staring at the floor refusing to get out of bed, not being able to believe everything that happened was actually real because it always feels like a dream, i could hear noises from so far away, i could feel the insides of my body ugh it was weird, so sorry that this thread was so long, anyways my point is, why do i always freak out? i have a real high tolerance to most drugs and alcohol, and can handle things better than others, but when it comes to what i thought would be my favorite drug, i can't handle it. i do have alot of depression/anxiety, especially after my first bad experience on the shrooms, is it because 3.5 grams, on a complete empty stomach is too much? is it also because the setting i do it in, is never one i like? i know alot of people have freakouts on it, how do you keep your mind from going nuts, and how come from acid, i never experienced anything freaky like with shrooms? thanks guys, again sry for the real long ad.
 
Welcome to BL. I'm sorry, but I cannot read that chunk of text, and I doubt many others will. You'll get more responses if you break it up into paragraphs.
 
First of all.. Driving while peaking on mushrooms is not smart, as you found out.

You need to trip in a comfortable and familiar place, especially your first few experiences. I wouldn't reccomend tripping in public places, seeing you mentioned you already have anxiety problems, these will just intensify it.

I would wait a while before trying them again (if you plan on giving it another try), because your first 2 experiences were negative, you may go into the trip with these experiences in the back of your mind. If you have negative feelings going in, they will more than likely come out during IME.

And make some paragraphs, I read this on my phone, so it wasn't bad. But I can imagine on a computer it's just one long paragraph, making it nearly impossible to read.
 
Yes ITS because fucking 3.5grams is too much! (not always true but in your case fucking obviously!!) (sorry about the swearing);)

SET AND SETTING
yes its because you were with uncomfortable people making you more uncomfortable. Ive talked people down from getting upset on mushrooms while I was on mushrooms, its all about mental control. We can't tell you much to help you. It comes naturally almost... almost...
 
Instead of taking your shrooms in 1 go, do it in stages over a couple of hours or longer.

The come up (not only shroooms) can be jittery,

Take an antacid and or ginger to calm the stomach.

Maybe a little MDAI, 50 mg, or a codeine 30mg will calm things.

And dont take too much.

Tame happy highs are better than heroic struggles with the dark forces.
 
To the OP I feel u on this one. I have shroomed 5 times now, everytime its own and very unique experience ya dig?

1st) went to a school on a clear warm summer night, split an 1/8th of cubensis with a buddy and 2 other friends did likewise. It was a nice and mellow trip, grass n trees n SHIT wavy in motion etc. Lights had tracers and glowed with a large circle around 'em people sound wired nice audible senses change. Short trip in duration maybe 5hrs, all in all real fun and mellow for first intro to shrooms.

2nd) was with some shrooms bought from a friend of a friend (never a good idea always know the source yourself imo) anyways these shrooms were so dried out and looked grey, but due to my young age and the desire to grill again since it had been 6 months, I threw the whole 8th down with oj chewed it up and had it down in no time.

For starters I was in a bad setting we were at a buddies smoking weed and his house is the kick it spot for a lot of people. So there were a few acquaintances that I didn't particularly like that showed up right after I ingested my shrooms. He immediately started babbling off stupid ass questions " oh SHIT man are u Fucking tripping dude, are u tripping yet. What do u see what do u feel?" I replied " I see this Fucking remote flying into your face in a second if u don't shut the fuck up." He then exited to the next room, over the next 30 mins I started to get really queezy on the come up. More then what's normal, I went out back to get some.air I turned PALE white and sweated bullets.(more on this later) cont...==>>

=> We decided to get out of there 3 of us were shroomin and we had a DD take us in his car and roll around downtown since it was a Saturday night. Anyways for the first two hrs of the trip from when I interest the car I didn't utter a single word nor did my friend in the back seat next to me. My buddy in the front handed out half his bag to people in the house and only ended up ingesting a dub. He was talking with the driver well I sat in the back EXTREMELY confused didn't know my name where I was what was happening anything.little did I know and I later found out that first signs of CONFUSION and NAUSEA are signs of POISONING. Now all shrooms are a mild form of poisoning but not like this, these were bad shrooms.) In short my buddy to my right didn't speak a word of English the rest of the night. He pissed himself in the car, then we went home. I told him to come to my house so I could look over him, I had come to by now and was tripping normal. He was murmuring completely random gibberish staring into nowhere. Cont....>

....>He takes off into his house through the black door slams it wide open waking people up, walks into his room up onto his bed puts his nose in the corner and drops his pants talking more jibberish Hellas fast to the wall. I chilled there and watched over him till he came to the next morning.He had absolutely no recollection of the night he remembers arriving at our buddies house before we ingested the shrooms. Nothing more, that morning I was so Fucking sick I thought I was going to need an ambulance, I couldn't keep food solids soup, gatorade,pop,water nothing down I would immediately phoenix it up. I was poking up stomach bile, it was bad business. Some pretty bad poisoning.

3rd) I'm not going to go in as much detAil today but it was Azurescens (the most powerful strand known) it was a great trip.

4th) random strand did at 1am after long stressful day at work...obviously poor settings and bad choice. It ended up being a horrible trip....lmao
 
Psilocybin is one of the more psychologically challenging psychedelics and 6.5g is leaning towards a heroic dose even for someone who is experienced. I find less is more with shrooms because I do not like to be overwhelmed. I have dosed with psilocybin ~50 times, and my comfort zone is still 1.5-2g. You may want to stay with more visual psychs like mescaline or lsd until you are comfortable with the psychedelic experience.
 
Dudeee. You did a lot of things wrong my man! First u gotta make sure the setting is good (your location of where you want to trip) make sure you don't have any responsibilities like driving-_- and clear your mind of all the sick thoughts. And lower the dosage dude. Seriously.AND make a cool playlist of songs that are very happy and funky so when your tripping you ain't gotta see that gaga shit. Other than that you should be set. And your from phx? Me too. This place sucks and i agree finding psychedelics is really hard here. But you can find crack heroin and meth without much effort
 
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