G.R.S.H.
Bluelighter
Phase- On reflection, what step are you on? Is this your first time working through the steps? Knowing enough program to more than get by, I wonder if you are on your 4th or 9th? If yes, maybe you need to do these in smaller chunks, or actively work on them ONLY with someone you trust actually there. Working your steps will help in the long run, but people often make it sound so difficult, or our lives were hoenstly bad off, these steps often terrify a person. They are not as bad as people make them sound, I often think that the people that share how horrible/hard they are should just be quit! They are a relief when finished, so don't let it stress you!