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Alright, im starting to flip out here for some reason

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Thurgood

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Ok, so I railed 2mg of ativan around 10:00 - 10:30...started smoking some weed around 11:30. Smoked good weed all night till about 2:30 - 3:00. Now I am home and flipping out...i keep seeing the same images over and over, and crazy shit when im sitting here with my eyes closed looking at the monitor, it's like my whole room is somewhere else. We watched Requium for a dream so i think that's where the repetative images come ine....
Oh so i forgot to add this, the reason i came on here i think...so my stomach hurts really bad, i mean i was throwing up, only all the water i drank, now i can't burp, it feels like i will throw up, i just don't know what's going on with my stomach area, so that's why i am flipping out, now i remember it all, it's all piecing together...
-Steve
[ 09 April 2002: Message edited by: Thurgood ]
 
First thing you did wrong was watch Requiem for a Dream on drugs. Any drugs. That must be a guaranteed bad trip
Wow, I just realized stuff is moving around on my desk
Anyway, just chill, you're talking yourself into feeling bad. The nausea will go away soon and you'll feel much better. You might even notice you're starting to feel a little better right now, like your muscles are relaxing so your stomach feels better
 
Yes, the first time I saw Requiem for a Dream was the day after I was up all night rolling. I was also alone in a dark room when I saw it so that didn't help. When the closing credits came rolling in I promised myself I would never watch it again, it brought me down that much.
Anyways, like kludgie said, just chill out and maybe lie down. Basically just calm yourself; It should subside soon.
 
yeah deffinately save the drugs for after requiem... That's what I did on my one and only time of watching it...
 
Sorry, Ativan and all the other benzodiazepines are not solluble in water, unless you railed them with alcohol you didn't get anything.
 
Originally posted by Wombat:
Sorry, Ativan and all the other benzodiazepines are not solluble in water, unless you railed them with alcohol you didn't get anything.
Uh oh. Is this a bust for a false high? hahahaha
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Actually WOmbat, i think you can snort them and get fucked up, but it just hits you in the same time as swallowing it would... DOnt quote me on that though.
 
If you got it up there high enough most will drip down your throat and into your stomach.
 
Yeah, I am fine this morning...I don't know I just started feeling weird when I had to throw up, like it felt as if it could happen at any point, so i didn't want to sleep, i think that was the problem. Ah, oh well, everything is all good now!
Oh and with the movie, I just went to a friends place not knowing we were going to watch it - actually i had never even heard of it before that. Then he pops it in and someone came in the room and was like, I can't believe you guys are actually using drugs while watching this movie...and I didn't think much of it, but now I know what he is saying...
-Steve
 
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