Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Somehow I used to take mass amounts of benzos and never "withdrew" from them when I put them down for a long time. If it was such a horrible sickness, I feel I would remember it? Since going on benzo binges and being on them long-term, I put them down and now just use them for rare stim comedowns, to stop a bad mushroom trip, or just to sleep/stop anxiety/deal with asshats at work. I can't imagine the hell everyone talks about. I hope you manage alright, OP.
How long in in a row daily did you take them for? Dependency only happens if you take a benzo every day for a long enough time, usually weeks-months in the beginning.