dishearten
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Good afternoon Bluelight babies, it's been a while since my last personal venture on here.. my apologies, it's been tough as i know i needn't explain on that one at this moment..
what i'm seriously coming to the best of the Blues is because i've been prescribed Alprazolam 2mg BARS three times a day for the past 2-3 years at least to my recollection.. i'd love the opportunity to let you all know the reasons behind the PTSD and all the horrid reasons i'm on yes, such a high dose.. but the fact of the matter is that i just filled my prescription last night of my Alprazolam and to my surprise-- they were these wafer "pies" by "Boca Pharm"... I was like... WTFMATE
.. Seriously.. I have never in my 25 years taken one of these, and to my dismay i've been quite worried that for the next month i'm going to be a basket-case
...
So, i have only taken two so far, one last night.. and one this morning.. all i have felt has been chest pain.. (i also have a heart condition and i'm prescribed Propanol for that, which is nothing new..) bottom line, is that this "wafer" crap feels like it's a "nocebo" or like i may be having an an allergic reaction to the inactive ingredients in this wretched little round pill.. which yes, i told my pharmacist just about 2 hours ago who claims it's all the same and said he'd call me back.
Anyway, i'm having chest pains, the kind that worries me.. the kind that makes me think i may have a panic attack that may put me in risk of a small heart attack (i know i'm young, but i don't know guys.. i was born under a shitty star)
So i told them at the pharmacy all this, and i was like i only took two one last night and one this morning and i'm really not feeling too good.. i'm not feeling the way they normally help me feel. they shouldn't be giving me pains, or making the pains worse i know for sure.
Bottom line, i'm so pissed off and i'm worried that for the next month i'm going to be battling something scary with these "wafer pies"...
What i'm wondering is have anyone experienced this kind of switch out of nowhere? Has anyone noticed this kind of weird pain with the "wafer"? What should i do?
I feel like i've done all i could for now, i dont know if i should keep trying to take them or not.. I cannot afford to feel like this, i have way too much stress in my life which is why i need this amount of medication.
If anyone can help me, as in let me know if they've experienced this too, or if anyone can help do some research with me-- i would be so grateful..
I know this pharmacist isn't too bright, he said he couldn't give me my normal bars because they aren't stocked but he's going to look into it; so basically leaving me feeling alone like fn always..
Please help..
(If it would help.. I'll list my other meds;
Prozac; 1 in the morning (Severe Depression), (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder),&
(Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Oxcarbazepine; 3 times a day (Seizure Disorder)
Propanolol; 3 times a day (Preventive Heart Attack Due By Severe Stress, (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder), &
(Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Adderall IR; 2 times a day (Attention Deficit Disorder)
Alprazolam; 3 times a day (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder), (Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Seroquil; 1 before bed (REM Sleep Disorder)
Prazosin; 1 before bed (Night Terror Disorder)
Immetrex; 1 as needed (Chronic Headaches)
Vitamin D; 1 a week (Severe Vitamin D Deficiency)
Thank you SO kindly for your time reading my inquiry,
dishearten
what i'm seriously coming to the best of the Blues is because i've been prescribed Alprazolam 2mg BARS three times a day for the past 2-3 years at least to my recollection.. i'd love the opportunity to let you all know the reasons behind the PTSD and all the horrid reasons i'm on yes, such a high dose.. but the fact of the matter is that i just filled my prescription last night of my Alprazolam and to my surprise-- they were these wafer "pies" by "Boca Pharm"... I was like... WTFMATE
.. Seriously.. I have never in my 25 years taken one of these, and to my dismay i've been quite worried that for the next month i'm going to be a basket-case
...So, i have only taken two so far, one last night.. and one this morning.. all i have felt has been chest pain.. (i also have a heart condition and i'm prescribed Propanol for that, which is nothing new..) bottom line, is that this "wafer" crap feels like it's a "nocebo" or like i may be having an an allergic reaction to the inactive ingredients in this wretched little round pill.. which yes, i told my pharmacist just about 2 hours ago who claims it's all the same and said he'd call me back.
Anyway, i'm having chest pains, the kind that worries me.. the kind that makes me think i may have a panic attack that may put me in risk of a small heart attack (i know i'm young, but i don't know guys.. i was born under a shitty star)
So i told them at the pharmacy all this, and i was like i only took two one last night and one this morning and i'm really not feeling too good.. i'm not feeling the way they normally help me feel. they shouldn't be giving me pains, or making the pains worse i know for sure.
Bottom line, i'm so pissed off and i'm worried that for the next month i'm going to be battling something scary with these "wafer pies"...
What i'm wondering is have anyone experienced this kind of switch out of nowhere? Has anyone noticed this kind of weird pain with the "wafer"? What should i do?
I feel like i've done all i could for now, i dont know if i should keep trying to take them or not.. I cannot afford to feel like this, i have way too much stress in my life which is why i need this amount of medication.
If anyone can help me, as in let me know if they've experienced this too, or if anyone can help do some research with me-- i would be so grateful..
I know this pharmacist isn't too bright, he said he couldn't give me my normal bars because they aren't stocked but he's going to look into it; so basically leaving me feeling alone like fn always..
Please help..
(If it would help.. I'll list my other meds;
Prozac; 1 in the morning (Severe Depression), (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder),&
(Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Oxcarbazepine; 3 times a day (Seizure Disorder)
Propanolol; 3 times a day (Preventive Heart Attack Due By Severe Stress, (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder), &
(Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Adderall IR; 2 times a day (Attention Deficit Disorder)
Alprazolam; 3 times a day (Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, Severe Disassociation Disorder), (Adult Children of Alcoholic and Drug Disorder)
Seroquil; 1 before bed (REM Sleep Disorder)
Prazosin; 1 before bed (Night Terror Disorder)
Immetrex; 1 as needed (Chronic Headaches)
Vitamin D; 1 a week (Severe Vitamin D Deficiency)
Thank you SO kindly for your time reading my inquiry,

dishearten
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