havent seen dope/high from dope in 5 months. and it legit seems like a life time ago for some reason. just seems weird. its almost like I cant imagine myself using it or even getting it. I AM ON 8-12MG of BUPE tho; so maybe thats what kills theirs urges so hard, but I have other friends on bupe but still score a bundle a week here and there.
whats funny is I think 5 months clean is a long time but I am coming off a KILLER 3-4 year run of drugs w/ dope being the main killer. but yet those 3-4 years are behind me and I need to move on? plus, I was so fucked up I hardly remember any of those days/thoughts/whatever. I legit have blacked out those times it seems.
oh well, just wanted to write this at 810AM on a Sunday while high on weed and just taken my bupe dosage - makes me sound more like a user than a sober person, huh? ha.
whats funny is I think 5 months clean is a long time but I am coming off a KILLER 3-4 year run of drugs w/ dope being the main killer. but yet those 3-4 years are behind me and I need to move on? plus, I was so fucked up I hardly remember any of those days/thoughts/whatever. I legit have blacked out those times it seems.
oh well, just wanted to write this at 810AM on a Sunday while high on weed and just taken my bupe dosage - makes me sound more like a user than a sober person, huh? ha.