bakerdaisies
Greenlighter
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- Oct 25, 2016
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Hey guys! This is only my 2nd post of bluelight so I hope I'm following the rules and such correctly. I hit my 3 month mark recently and tonight I'm proud to say I finally got the courage to throw all my paraphernalia away. I'm not sure why I felt the need to hang on to them this long but it was a both a relief and a kind of a...sadness? to finally dispose of everything. I've been feeling pretty alone lately. My best friendship was destroyed due to mutual drug use and it's been hitting me hard. Has anyone else felt intense loneliness when they were newly sober? I've been trying to stay busy but it's rough and I feel like the lonines definitely adds to the cravings. I appreciate y'alls advice and wisdom.
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