goodnitestar
Bluelighter
as i just sat there staring
looking out the window ,
trying to look like i wasnt just staring at my own reflection
poor , retched and anxious as hell
trying to pretend like i was waiting for someone
something
anything , to excite this monotany
trying to write , but all the words seem to turn out wrong
no, not me
not just one of the regulars
the ones that are at the same table , night after night
some of them pretending the same things as me,
others, just realizing
few already know ...
faced up to the facts
this same stale coffee , and cold table
pressing me to another cigarrette
another conjuction of words, without feeling
not wanting to be here
but the alternatives arent any more apealling
this same molded bread, and cold floor
pressing me to another beer
not wanting to be here
looking out the window ,
trying to look like i wasnt just staring at my own reflection
poor , retched and anxious as hell
trying to pretend like i was waiting for someone
something
anything , to excite this monotany
trying to write , but all the words seem to turn out wrong
no, not me
not just one of the regulars
the ones that are at the same table , night after night
some of them pretending the same things as me,
others, just realizing
few already know ...
faced up to the facts
this same stale coffee , and cold table
pressing me to another cigarrette
another conjuction of words, without feeling
not wanting to be here
but the alternatives arent any more apealling
this same molded bread, and cold floor
pressing me to another beer
not wanting to be here
