All my life I've waited for you..

[BA]

hehe..this is my first crack at the Words forum!
How many times have I seen the couples
the happy couples
and wished it were me?
Their smiles of delight
matched only by blank stares of pain
To see what I dream of
only magnifies this hollow feeling
I cannot shake.
Partners come and go, but still the void is unfilled
as my heart screams to be loved and TO love
Years seem like decades
as my thirst for love is left unquenched
despite the circle of friends I surround myself with
My soul is completely empty
..with the depths of the ocean to fill.
The day seemed like any other day
lonely, empty, dying to be accepted
When suddenly the world stopped spinning
as my life was forever changed
I could almost feel my heart filling with bliss
as the years of lonliness faded to a memory
Getting to know this girl of my dreams
was twice as easy as I always imagined it.
I wonder if this girl knows the pain she's eased?
or the lonely nights she's eliminated
or how special she makes me feel
when she looks me in the eyes and confesses her love
for it is her I adore now
for her I would die
she is the one I have waited for
..all of my life.
-Jason

 

[E-girl]

I'm so happy for you that you were able to find that person...I know what you mean about how the right person comes along and eases past pain, that's something that I've finally gotten too. I don't know if he's the one, there's still so much of me that isn't sure whether to trust him, but he's given me no reason not to. So i wonder, maybe when i said that trust is the biggest factor of a relationship to me, perhaps i was wrong. I think what i'm missing with him is that unbelievable connection, that i had with my ex. But there was too many other things lacking in my relationship with him. Last night, laying in bed next to him, we just stared at each other, for hours, without saying anything, and there was so much of his mind that i could read through his eyes.
After all that rambling, i guess its nice to know that you are loved, even when its not said allowed. there's that great calmess (bliss) that overcomes you, when you can just feel safe and secure next to that person. I'm so happy for you. I hope you have that feeling always.

 

[icy rox]

that was beautiful!! I hope to see more from you again, you did such a great job with this one!! =)
~icy

 

[Blue_DragonFly]

That was lovely

 

[Sweetpea]

Sweeeet and Welcome Mr. Adonis

 

[BA]

hehe..thanks everyone. I actually wrote that for my girl, and just figured I'd make my first contribution in this forum!
Thanx!