TwistedReality
Bluelighter
The ritual is the rush...
get the packet, balloon, lottery ticket or bag, Go to your location, happy tremors, anticipation of the rush, put your tools on the counter top, the clank of the metal on the hard surface, pour the powder (tar) in the spoon, add the water, light the fire, cook the brew, smell the joy, dry heave a bit, drop the cotton, draw up the spike, thump the needle, push out the air, tie off the arm, spot the target, connect to the welcome vein, watch the rose appear, draw back the blood, push in the noise!!!
Ahhhh....sweet release and utter connection to every living thing...
for about 20 seconds.
*drools*