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Cornishman said:
I'd say 5 years? (Although, why would you wanna do such a thing?)
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5 years..... jesus christ.......... i was hoping a few weeks........ iam on year 3 though, so if i only gotta go thru 2 more i feel blessed :)

I wanna do it because i love alcohol and want to suffer as i die, as that is what i deserve, For all the pain i oput people through, I desreve every minute of suffering......... And look forward to it......
 
Well, new livers will be able to be grown in labs in about 5 years. So, keep drinking until yours fails, and then you can get a rat kidney, lol.
 
Well it won't be quick, it's an expensive, painful, drawn out and undignified way to go. And I know you said you want to suffer, but it will more likely be your loved ones who suffer the most when they are having to wipe your ass or getting financially ruined as they pay for someone else to wipe your ass. If you want to make it up to the ones you've hurt I can think of better ways, but maybe they require too much effort on your part, and sitting around drinking vodka is the easier option for you. If you want to drink yourself to death thats fine, but don't say it's because you want to suffer for the pain you've put other through.
 
MethaContin said:
I drink a half a bottle of vodka a day, to 2 bottles a day, i eat nothing but ONE Popcikle and one thing of jello a day, beacuse looking at food makes me sick...............

How long will it take for my liver to give out, I try not to drink water either because I know that the alcohol will fuck me up more..........

So how quickly can one drink themselve to death?
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Hi,

What size bottles are these? 700ml? 1000ml (litre)?

I think you're answer is that everyone's different, gentics will play a mojor role as will gender. It would also depend on what help you recieved. If you were away from all medical attention and kept up with your minimal diet and lack of other fluids, I'd say maybe 5 years. With medical intervention (liver transplant, kidney dialysis, inpatient treatment for acute alcohol poisoning resulting in periods of abstiniance etc) it may not ever kill you.

I would also say that eating what you're eating at the moment, and only drinking alcohol as fluid could well cause the end of you before the alcohol dose. If you ate reasonably and drunk 2 litres of other fluids a day I'd say you could probably double if not triple the previous 5 year estimate.

For what it's worth, I think you'll regret this. My advice would be to go and see your Dr and tell him exactly what you're doing. If you were my dad/brother etc I'd fucking drag you there myself. Is there anyone (in real life) you can talk to?

SS
 
serotonin-system said:
Hi,

What size bottles are these? 700ml? 1000ml (litre)?

I think you're answer is that everyone's different, gentics will play a mojor role as will gender. It would also depend on what help you recieved. If you were away from all medical attention and kept up with your minimal diet and lack of other fluids, I'd say maybe 5 years. With medical intervention (liver transplant, kidney dialysis, inpatient treatment for acute alcohol poisoning resulting in periods of abstiniance etc) it may not ever kill you.

I would also say that eating what you're eating at the moment, and only drinking alcohol as fluid could well cause the end of you before the alcohol dose. If you ate reasonably and drunk 2 litres of other fluids a day I'd say you could probably double if not triple the previous 5 year estimate.

For what it's worth, I think you'll regret this. My advice would be to go and see your Dr and tell him exactly what you're doing. If you were my dad/brother etc I'd fucking drag you there myself. Is there anyone (in real life) you can talk to?

SS
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i get the 1.75mL Bottles, But, I have a 750mL bottle that i fill up out of it......... So usually Iam drinking 750mL bottles.............. i see a doctor every #28 days, But they give me 340mg;s of Oxycodone a day, 6 mg's of xanax and 4 mgs of klonopin a day...........

Can talk to a neighbor.........:)
 
Isolator said:
Well, new livers will be able to be grown in labs in about 5 years. So, keep drinking until yours fails, and then you can get a rat kidney, lol.
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Fuck that, I'd deny the transplant...........
 
MethaContin said:
i get the 1.75mL Bottles, But, I have a 750mL bottle that i fill up out of it......... So usually Iam drinking 750mL bottles.............. i see a doctor every #28 days, But they give me 340mg;s of Oxycodone a day, 6 mg's of xanax and 4 mgs of klonopin a day...........

Can talk to a neighbor.........:)
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What do you get all that Oxy for? That seems like an heck of a lot.
 
MethaContin said:
I drink a half a bottle of vodka a day, to 2 bottles a day, i eat nothing but ONE Popcikle and one thing of jello a day, beacuse looking at food makes me sick...............

How long will it take for my liver to give out, I try not to drink water either because I know that the alcohol will fuck me up more..........

So how quickly can one drink themselve to death?
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You sound like Ben from Leaving Las Vegas. After writing the book, John O'Brien tried to kill himself the exact same way as his fictional incarnation, Ben (played by Nicholas Cage in the film). In real life, O'Brien found that it was far too painful a way to go and just ended up shooting himself instead.

Come on mate, there's tons of stuff to live for. Why do you feel like you have let everyone down? There's probably few worse ways to let your loved ones down by trying to drink yourself to death anyway. I was following your story in OD, and I think you're not thinking straight at the moment what with opiate withdrawal, your daily alcohol (and benzo) intake and not sleeping. At least try and reconsider when you're feeling a bit better. I think you should probably come clean to your doctor about your alcoholism and try and taper off somehow.
 
Spurs_1882 said:
You sound like Ben from Leaving Las Vegas. After writing the book, John O'Brien tried to kill himself the exact same way as his fictional incarnation, Ben (played by Nicholas Cage in the film). In real life, O'Brien found that it was far too painful a way to go and just ended up shooting himself instead.

Come on mate, there's tons of stuff to live for. Why do you feel like you have let everyone down? There's probably few worse ways to let your loved ones down by trying to drink yourself to death anyway. I was following your story in OD, and I think you're not thinking straight at the moment what with opiate withdrawal, your daily alcohol (and benzo) intake and not sleeping. At least try and reconsider when you're feeling a bit better. I think you should probably come clean to your doctor about your alcoholism and try and taper off somehow.
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I saw that movie and knew that was what I was destined to do........ Alcohol is not glamorous, its toxic and dangerous.

i know this, and want to go out drunk , Hopefully being injected with multiple opiates and benzos........

Fuck talking to ANY doctor about my alcohol intake. Fuck that.......

I want to die, I just thought it would be faster.......... I dont know if I can drink like this for years and years, even though iam 3 years in.........
 
MethaContin said:
I saw that movie and knew that was what I was destined to do........ Alcohol is not glamorous, its toxic and dangerous.

i know this, and want to go out drunk , Hopefully being injected with multiple opiates and benzos........

Fuck talking to ANY doctor about my alcohol intake. Fuck that.......

I want to die, I just thought it would be faster.......... I dont know if I can drink like this for years and years, even though iam 3 years in.........
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Why do you want to die? Why not talk to the doc about your drinking? I can empathise with you not wanting to quit drinking if that's why, I am reasonably addicted to alcohol myself. If you want, feel free to send me a PM. Seriously, why kill yourself, it's such a waste. After life there's probably nothing, at least while you're alive you can get drunk and high eh? And if you give it a chance and explore, you'll probably find more worthwhile stuff to live for.
 
Spurs_1882 said:
Why do you want to die? Why not talk to the doc about your drinking? I can empathise with you not wanting to quit drinking if that's why, I am reasonably addicted to alcohol myself. If you want, feel free to send me a PM. Seriously, why kill yourself, it's such a waste. After life there's probably nothing, at least while you're alive you can get drunk and high eh? And if you give it a chance and explore, you'll probably find more worthwhile stuff to live for.
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if I talked to my doctor about my drinking i'd be IMMEDIATLY cut from my 340mgs of Oxycodone a day and 6mgs of xanax a day and 4mgs of klonopin legally prescribed habit, When you walk out of a doctors office with THOUSANDS of dollars worth of Pharmaceuticals MONTHLY, you start rationalizing going, than you get so hooked that you cant stop......... And they know that, o they take care of you, and you take care of them (Pay their Fee)
 
MethaContin said:
I saw that movie and knew that was what I was destined to do........

I want to die, I just thought it would be faster.......... I dont know if I can drink like this for years and years, even though iam 3 years in.........
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How do you imagine it's going to be like? When you actually die? Because it's probably going to be very slow and painful and messy. Obviously this depends on a lot of things but it's most likely not going to be how you're imagining. Movies aren't usually a good indicator of reality so maybe you should do some research on the subject or talk to people who have know people to die from alcohol poisoning, get some real insight, then make your decision.
 
do any of you think you drink to abuse yourself?

i some times do...

i dont think of drink when ii think of getting high, i imagine weed and op's, but once i start drinking its hammer face time.

half way through my 6th 5.5% pint, and about to open the vodka.

i do appreciate alcohol, mostly cognac and wine, i read more about them then i do drink it, and when i do drink them i catch a buzz then slowly marinate. maybe a glass or 2, to see what it tastes like on day two, which is most often better with reds.

the beers, and the vodka, and the bushmills. it hurts so good.
 
panic in paradise said:
do any of you think you drink to abuse yourself?
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YES absolutely I do! It sucks but it is a main reason I drink sometimes, to get completely and utterly wasted, especially when I drink by myself.
 
yeah, i always drink by my self, or for the past 6 years anyway, to the point of falling over drunk in my home. thats 1 of the signs........8o

but, why are my kpins dissolving in that vodka?!? i like my vodka minty and green!

alone, with shitty headphones, the good ones are some where....?
 
n3ophy7e said:
How do you imagine it's going to be like? When you actually die? Because it's probably going to be very slow and painful and messy. Obviously this depends on a lot of things but it's most likely not going to be how you're imagining. Movies aren't usually a good indicator of reality so maybe you should do some research on the subject or talk to people who have know people to die from alcohol poisoning, get some real insight, then make your decision.
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The movie looked painful enough, if its any worse than that, Than that truly sucks.......
 
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