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TDS ALCOHOL Withdrawal

Black Rabbit of Inlè said:
Because from the sounds of it you're experiencing a psychotic break. Seriously, check yourself in somewhere before you get involuntarily admitted.
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What a SHAME ON YOU!!
First,you tell me to STOP drinking,then you tell me that,after all,I might NEED ALCOHOL because YOU KNEW that I need something STRONGER to get BACK ON MY FEET and NOW,NOW,YOU TELL ME THAT IM CRAZY!!!
I WILL TELL YOU ONCE AGAIN,so YOU,WILL UNDERSTAND: YOU WONT FOOL ME THIS TIME,IM PROTECTED BY THE HOLY HOLINESS OF THE SPIRIT OF THE MUSHROOM!!!!!!
NOBODY,NOBODY CAN DESTROY ME NOW,I'M,I'M,I'MMM IMMORTAL!!!!!!!!
 
So you have taken psilocybin mushrooms? I remember something about someone adviced you do that last thread. How much did you take?
 
Grigore said:
What a SHAME ON YOU!!
First,you tell me to STOP drinking,then you tell me that,after all,I might NEED ALCOHOL because YOU KNEW that I need something STRONGER to get BACK ON MY FEET and NOW,NOW,YOU TELL ME THAT IM CRAZY!!!
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I said no such thing. You are having difficulty differentiating between two different people.

You are on a mess of drugs that seriously interfere with your ability to tell what is real and what isn't. If you do not seek help voluntarily, it will not be long before you're forced into hospital and most likely, a psych ward.
 
I'm much better now,sorry for acting like a lunatic,I've had the bad idea of combining alcohol with A. muscaria while experiencing alcohol withdrawal and I ended up having a psychotic break.
Right now,I know what I'm saying and with who I'm talking,it's the second time when olanzapine resolves the problem,this time even faster than the datura psychosis.
Currently experiencing:dizziness,nausea and static objects have a tendency to move.
But,as I said,I paid a cheap price for my mistake.
..as always
Thanks to everyone for trying to help me,but,as I'm reading my replies,all I can do is feel thankful that I'm partially lucid,once again,there was no way of helping me,I couldn't even help myself.

For the curious ones: I tried to commit suicide,went to my medicine cabinet and randomly took 5 tablets of something without knowing what it is.
Fortunately,I've only had zyprexa,zolpidem,aspirin and nurofen. The only meds in pill form were zyprexa and zolpidem,if,instead of taking zyprexa I would have taken zolpidem,I might've been dead now,I don't know but I don't want to find out..
 
Holy shit. I just read this thread form start to finish.. as I have been dealing with my own withdrawal stuff and haven't felt like picking up my laptop.. I was really scared for a minute man.. I am so glad to see your last post and that you seem to be making sense.

What is it that you are on now? Are you still dependent physically on alcohol? Please be honest with us so we can help you. We are here to help, but you gotta let us in and get honest.

*hugs
 
Grigore said:
Fortunately,I've only had zyprexa,zolpidem,aspirin and nurofen. The only meds in pill form were zyprexa and zolpidem,if,instead of taking zyprexa I would have taken zolpidem,I might've been dead now,I don't know but I don't want to find out..
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You would have to take a very large quantity of Zolpidem to endanger your life, 5 pills would either put you to sleep or weird you out for a few hours which you would later be unable to recall.

Glad you're a bit more chipper:)
 
I'm really glad that people tried to help me,but,in the same time,I really disappointed myself for what I've done.
The most important thing is that I'm still alive and received a second chance,better said,a third chance,it's not the first time when I experience psychosis.
Something about this mental state really fascinates me..but it also puts my life in danger,so,I'm going to give up on taking datura and a. muscaria.
..Because my health is more important than a disturbed mental state.
 
I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better now.

I seriously advise that you stop your intake of deliriants for a while and let your mind heal itself a bit, these episodes will only get worse, and as I said before you have a high chance of winding up in a psych ward involuntarily. It's foolish to blame any of this on alcohol withdrawal, as the symptoms of that are pretty mild in comparison.
 
what is your best memory? .. I used to live by the great lakes and their was this huge sand cliff.. I mean in my memory it was mount Everest.. nut even when I went back latter in life it was tall and steep.. it was so steep and soft we used to run down it and do flips and somersaults.. there was a great view of the waves when their whitecaps on the lake and an amazing smell of the ferns, pines, and birches..

What kind of music do you like?
 
When I'm looking outside from my house there's an old tree and a light pillar near it.
While I was psychotic I thought they are Stan and Bran.(Laurel and Hardy)
My bathroom was an alienish room where I would find people laying in my bath tub and getting autopsied by aliens.
My bedroom is a really dark room,every time I would return to my bedroom,I would return to a different room.

I listen to power metal,dark wave and psychedelic music.
 
I have gone through full blown DT's before in my early 20's and i can honestly say that it was not only much worse then cold turkey oxycodone (oral), Morphine (oral and IV), hydromorphone (IV) and even fentanyl (transdermal) withdrawal but also benzo withdrawal. I once had to come off 6mg's of clonazepam a day all of a sudden because i was in place far away from my doctor or any doctor that gave a fuck enough to write me some clonazepam ffs. That didn't suck as bad as alcohol withdrawal.

I came off alcohol on my own against the advice of my doctor. He prescribed me 40mg's of Valium a day to stop the risk of a seizure and i managed to procure some temazepam and oxycodone off another doctor and i also had some zopiclone tablets. Even with all that i still felt the withdrawals for a long time and i would say that it was a good year before i felt "normal" again without having to take a opiate or benzo.

You have to be prepared for the PAWS that accompany alcohol withdrawal. It lasts a long ass time (depending on how long and how much you where drinking of course) to get through it and it can make you feel like your going nuts because of all the anxiety caused by withdrawal. I did very little for the year after i quit drinking besides work out, smoke Cannabis to help the depression and take benzos or zopiclone to help me sleep at night. I felt to nervous to even go out sometimes which is not like me at all hence the use of benzos. I also noticed that i felt "dumber" for lack of a better word for atleast a few months after giving up drinking. My short term and long term memory felt fried. All my cognitive functions came back to normal though within a year.

Remember that alcohol is neurotoxic so it's not exactly the easiest thing on your brain so it takes time to heal from it. But don't worry you will. You'll start to feel better the longer your quit :)
 
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