if youre just gonna drink on the benzos theyre not gonna help you, theyre only gonna make things worse. what you need to do is stop drinking, use the benzos to cope with the withdrawal and then get sober and go to AA or something. ive never been to AA so i cant vouced for it but i did listen to two guest speaker representatives from AA and from what they said it sounded like a good organization. obviously not for everyone but it seems to have worked for some people. what impressed me about it was the "sponsor" idea, i think if nothing else AA can help you meet someone who will knows what youre goiing through and has the experience to help you.