aint life grand

[* vicky *]

Hi im new to this forum, just wanted to introduce myself. Iv been addicted to tramadol, tamazepam & various other persription drugs. Im currently on methadone & diazepam. I av good days & bad. I get frustrated, feel like ppl dont understand. Not that alot of ppl know. I feel ashamed & guilty for what iv put the closest ppl to me through x

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Hi vicky! Welcome to Bluelight!

I especially enjoy temazepam myself, but am careful not to use it daily.

 

[inevitable]

people understand, your definitely not alone...

 

[lunatic 203]

Hope we can help any way we can welcome

 

[xxxyyy]

most people don't understand, but in these forums most if not all have gone through similar shit. hell, i've been struggling with addiction since 16. you're not alone, although i sympathize that it can be incredibly fucking hard to find people who at least not give a fuck (about your addiction problem) nevermind people who think you cannot be worth shit just because addiction has become a part of your life.

 

[pharmakos]

hey welcome to the forum drugs are fairly new to humans, and its understandable that some of your loved ones might not understand. just try to be understanding of them, and hope that they come around. if you have any questions about this place just ask here. welcome again!

p.s. yes, life is grand

 

[anthony1958]

Hi,i used to feel the same as you about hurting people close to me,knowing that i was hurting myself the most really didn'nt matter to much,after many yrs on heroin,got on methedone,that made me feel pretty good about myself mentally for awhile,then after that stuff block all future opiate fun,went to benzo's and cocaine,many yrs of that,jail,prison,multiple detoxes and rehabs,then around 5 yrs ago found suboxen,which works pretty well for me,my mom died being proud of me,which means the most to me,I wish you the best and hope you get where you want to be