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What is ____?
Is it ultimate confusion where one was perfectly sure? Maybe, but that sounds like a diseased schizophrenic state to me. Maybe it's when everything makes perfect sense and no one can tell you otherwise. Possibly, but that sounds like ultimate paranoia - the world is NOT out to get me. It could be teetering on the edge of heart-pounding breakdown whenever you're around them...but that's just terror - unimaginable terror I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. My experience posits that it involves temporary madness designed to facilitate reproduction, but (a)Reproduction is the absolute LAST thing on my mind and (B)My mind has never been so clear, so that doesn't apply to me.
Maybe it's...it...it has nothing to do with me. And maybe that's what confuses, terrifies and maddens me about this perfect state.
Is it ultimate confusion where one was perfectly sure? Maybe, but that sounds like a diseased schizophrenic state to me. Maybe it's when everything makes perfect sense and no one can tell you otherwise. Possibly, but that sounds like ultimate paranoia - the world is NOT out to get me. It could be teetering on the edge of heart-pounding breakdown whenever you're around them...but that's just terror - unimaginable terror I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. My experience posits that it involves temporary madness designed to facilitate reproduction, but (a)Reproduction is the absolute LAST thing on my mind and (B)My mind has never been so clear, so that doesn't apply to me.
Maybe it's...it...it has nothing to do with me. And maybe that's what confuses, terrifies and maddens me about this perfect state.
