nov 9 2020
run
60 mins. (about 7 miles) ez. ~145 BPM
So i'm gonna be honest with yall - i've been straight depressed these past few weeks and not keeping up with my plan as i intended. Missing probably 2-3 workouts per week. I can barely bring myself to leave the house at times. Having to go to work forces me to ride my bike there and some days that's all i can manage. The stress of school and work and paying bills has really gotten to me. At the start of it i used substances to cope but we all know how that story ends. I've quit the drugs for the past 4 days and i do feel better but it's still an uphill battle. Basically, i'm just trying to say that right now the mental isn't all there
And everyone here in SIED knows that the mental and physical are inseparable. For now i'm just gonna try to take both aspects one day at a time. Missing workouts made me feel like shit which then made me feel even worse and the cycle would continue. But this isn't how i wanna live
The long slow run today helped clear me up and i actually had a really good study session this morning. Here's to day one instead of "one day"