Hi all, I have been at t same dose of combo of oxy/hydro for 10 years, about 200mg a day (120 of it oxy) and it's basically impossible to get through the month. This month though is particularly bad because I am extra short.
I am tired of this. I need to work a few more years before retirement and so don't really want to pursue disability.
I have enough (I think?) subox for a few days, but I would have to be sick for like 48 hours before taking it, right? I tried once before around the 16 hour mark with bad results.
Should I let myself start getting sick Friday so I can take it M-W and get to work, or just use whatever I have left as slowly as possible and deal with wd for a week until I get refills and next month just deal with the pain and not withdrawals?
I drink too much as well, about 5 beers a day. Maybe not drinking will help? Pl don't suggest thc, I don't want to get high and it doesn't agree with me. I have high blood pressure from the pain and it just makes that worse and makes me feel depressed. Kratom just makes me jittery in the dosage I would need to cover my meds.
I am depressed and in pain and so tired of going through all this. I feel like I have reached the end of the rope trying to sort out everything. I don't have any sources for opes to buy on black market and I am not going to go cruise through the hood looking for alternatives.
So I can't think of anything besides trying the subox again or just being sick, in pain, and depressed for a week.
I am tired of this. I need to work a few more years before retirement and so don't really want to pursue disability.
I have enough (I think?) subox for a few days, but I would have to be sick for like 48 hours before taking it, right? I tried once before around the 16 hour mark with bad results.
Should I let myself start getting sick Friday so I can take it M-W and get to work, or just use whatever I have left as slowly as possible and deal with wd for a week until I get refills and next month just deal with the pain and not withdrawals?
I drink too much as well, about 5 beers a day. Maybe not drinking will help? Pl don't suggest thc, I don't want to get high and it doesn't agree with me. I have high blood pressure from the pain and it just makes that worse and makes me feel depressed. Kratom just makes me jittery in the dosage I would need to cover my meds.
I am depressed and in pain and so tired of going through all this. I feel like I have reached the end of the rope trying to sort out everything. I don't have any sources for opes to buy on black market and I am not going to go cruise through the hood looking for alternatives.
So I can't think of anything besides trying the subox again or just being sick, in pain, and depressed for a week.