i have took a large dose of lsd in a crazy setting alone was probably my most memorable experience. house was made in the 60s had wood grain pannel walls, carpets were the super shag length and was about 7 different colors all blending together along with a variety of rugs and paintings. the curtains were super long and had those things that dangle off the edges of old style stuff like that, all the furniture was just old and abnormal and nothing matched in the room just alot of colors textures and surfaces. the ceilings have shiny sparkley stuff on them aswel. just alot of shit thatll put out visual stimulation constantly.
once i sat down and got comfortable(im already not able to speak properly if at all) my visuals just started taking me away very quickly the woodin wall pannels were purple and green train carts passing by me going to the left, i eventually got stuck on the couch and then all the time dialation started creeping up and then my mind shot off into a looping oblivion i eventually started forgeting(couldnt resist it was very forceful) about alot of things like my name, what im doing, where im at, what is i, to the point where there was just no one up stairs there was no voice in my head it seemed like i felt hollow and dull i guess i could say i had no ego, it was like i hit a 15 min just visuals dropp off, i felt alive but i felt very primitive you could say. i remember the whole time the urgency i had to just make it through the next couple minutes or seconds maybe even down to mili secounds my time was just destroyed was like being trapped kind of.
the visuals made everything just mush together i couldnt see walls or anything like that, on the peak my whole visual field was covered completly i couldnt see anything but redish/orange colors over large areas with black hollow dots that contstantly move around and change size and direction within the oragne colors flowing vigorously around, almost as if you would fill a fish tank and then skake it all up really hard thatd be my visuals i was getting at that point sort off.
also my visual field would go 2-D like a piece of paper, it would also speed up very fast and then slow down to slow motion. i couldnt see but a couple inchs in front of me most the time
i was floored i dont think nothing would have got me to get off the couch i thought that was gonna last forever but all of a sudden i caught some sun shining through the blinds and i just stood up out of no where and walked out side and had me some cannabis that is after i had to remind myself had money, a car, cannabis, cigarettes lol. visually i havent had much to contend with this experience this was just over the top in your face. i want to go back to the same house and dose some mushrooms now lol thats got me interested.
was a awesome trip that one really opened my eyes up to what psychedelics are capable of it even told me i dont need psychedelics either but it interested me so much i wanted to learn more about these altered states of consiousness, it calmed me down quite a bit and changed the way i view some things, also got me more interested in researching psychedelics more and taking them more safely/properly.