Furiouscalf
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- May 28, 2014
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Hi bluelighters! So I have ADHD and I haven't gotten a prescription for it yet so as you would expect I am constantly fidgeting and struggling to keep control of my thoughts and focus. In the past I have smoked weed and have also taken 75mics of acid, however weed always makes me feel uncomfortable and like I need to be doing something or focusing on something but everything is slowed down and it feels very not normal for me. With acid I could not think at all and my body felt slowed down and it was very uncomfortable and my thoughts could not connect in any way and because of my ADHD I felt like I needed to fight back the disconnected thoughts and focus but no matter what I did I couldn't and overall the experience was not enjoyable. With MDMA I get a very odd reaction where my head becomes very clear and I don't feel the need to move as much and it's a very comfortable feeling. Yes I still dance and get hyperactive of course, but my speech is very normal paced and my words / thoughts are connected. I have a theory that with an ADHD medication such as adderall or vivance that both weed and acid would become more enjoyable to me because my psyche wouldn't be constantly fighting to stay in control and I would be able to mellow out. Thoughts?
Furious
Furious