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Addicts: Who is workin on decreasin their use? Tell us about it!

Im on 16mg a day and it aint holdin me over but im scared to take more becuz i will run out. becuz im sure maybe you can guess wat i might do with my pills sometimes just like every dopehead does when they get a brand new full bottle at the beginning of the month and aint thnkin about those last horrible few days before their next dr. appt to get the refill while they wait in agony lol

but yea im scripted 16mg a day and I feel like i could use at least 24 i aint feelin right at all with just the 2 a day
 
Sorry to hear you're feelin that way Lace. Aside from taking more the only thing I can think of is to smoke some herb. Usually helps me at least (like right now). :)

I keep fluctuating from feeling to good to feeling really down, it's kind of annoying. At least atm I don't feel achy and completely unmotivated.


Just curious, but do you have any ultimate goal of stopping dope completely or just managing your usage more?
 
I thnk dope will put me in my grave probably . i dont kno . I dont thnk that far ahead. I dont want to stop i just dont want to be crazy.


I feel achy n compltetely unmotivated, and extremely up an down. i kno exactly wat u mean. I feel up and down too much its horrible. sometimes when i take my sub and do things i like to do i feel so good and it makes me feel so happy and im like high from bein sober and then it just dies and i want to shoot a bundle again.
 
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Definitely feel you on that one!

I'll be happy from being sober and that I'm taking pleasure in something while I'm sober. Then 10 minutes later, I'll suddenly feel shitty and I'll be contemplating giving a few people a call, daydreaming about being high again. Hopefully it'll be better in a few days. :)
 
i am gonna have to.....slow down and stop using soo much..... by by xanax bars........

cuz i'll be living in a car by wed. wit my girl its really a shame were good people we don't fuckin steal rob lie cheat beat for my shit.... we don't even do hard drugs just suboxone and xanax bars......

i dunno how we will survive but......... i dunno i gotta stop talkin about it
 
Wat up boo u can text or pm me anytime u kno this c-lo!

Madd love to u n wifey...its gunna b aight u been there before u kno u can do it again...

Anyways Im on day 3 of clean, n all i can say is OW....Subs used to work so good for me....IDK wat happened...
 
was doing 5 bags a day or so, then quit for four days (using methadone and pp tea). Fell off the wagon for a week (back to the same level or maybe a little more), now trying again. Haven't touched H in one week as of today, though w/ 80ish mg's of Hydroc a day going down no one will be throwing accusations of cleanliness at me yet. Making the switch to tramadol very soon in the hopes of tapering off to nothing this week. Scared pissless about it, to be honest.

Congrats to everyone that has managed to stay off or taper to a more manageable level - it's tough work, to be sure.
 
lacey k said:
Wat up boo u can text or pm me anytime u kno this c-lo!

Madd love to u n wifey...its gunna b aight u been there before u kno u can do it again...

Anyways Im on day 3 of clean, n all i can say is OW....Subs used to work so good for me....IDK wat happened...
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LOL i said that like 3 years ago when i first met wifey about the subs

imma text u let u kno i'll hit u in a few mins
 
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I'm decreasing my oxy tomorrow. It's going to suck. But after the last withdrawal i went through, I'm to scared to go through it again lol. Sooooo i am starting a cut tomorrow. This is the first time I am really giving it a good try. I'll add Tramadol if i need a little energy.

I ordered more Kratom so I'll have that if i don't do so good on my cut. I've found Kratom helps the best with RLS.

But anyway... I'll let everyone know how i do.

And good luck to all the others who are doing a cut or taper :)

Rpg
 
somehow those drugs trick me into increasing my tolerance again and again. like they have a mind of their own!

i try to keep a constant dose, and when i can (not often; when i have no obligations) lower the dose

pods
 
i think its been easier for me to keep a constant dose for longer periods than others because i use pods, and downing sawdust with orange juice is a different matter than popping a pill

then i found cimetidine...
 
i am...


currently tapering my valium dose from 40mg a day down to 20-30mg a day...taking around 25-30mg a day now, but thats a solid 10mg drop. makes the drug much more effective and useful, especially for panic attacks.

currently tapering my narcotic intake (prescribed). oxycodone 20mg / day... taking 12.5-15mg and switching to hydrocodone or codeine next week hopefully.

and recently QUIT CNS stimulants! had been dependent on focalin/ritalin for over 3 years now, and i quit cold turkey and have been fine... i take it once every 2 weeks just when i REALLY need energy in the AM, but i'll only take 1.25mg of focalin = 2.5mg ritalin.

and recently i've cut down my cannabis use from 2-4 joints a day to 2-4 joints a week. maybe a little bit more but i've cut down a lot.

also stopped taking ambien/sonata EVERY night...now just taken when needed.
 
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