Addiction is really stupid

[abefourth]

i'm behind money wise and skill wise but i'm still a spring chicken and i know it's not too late.

 

[abefourth]

It's pretty incredible how alcohol makes our decision making so terrible. It's the one substance that I can't recall making a notable decision that benefitted me.

The only good decision I could see alcohol bringing someone is to quit.

 

[streaM Freak]

The only good decision I could see alcohol bringing someone is to quit.

Yeah, like assisting in hitting that rock bottom

 

[ledbyher]

but an icy mixed drink with a joint and a cigarette on a rare observed ocassion in teh fountain of youth could be time well spent and earned.

 

[PtahTek]

What about the guy who was gunna kill himself but just took a handfull of benzos and went to sleep to deal with it tomorrow (sure the problem is still there but some cool down time IS GOOD).

there really are some good points and awaiting a return.
but "that guy" describes me at times. dont care to actually kill myself but def dont care to be here. lol
ill b back
be easy
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[PtahTek]

i am truly sorry I haven't revisited this thread. there is a lot going on atm.
getting ready to move to a more accessable and stable residence, endless dr apts, SSA navigations and paperwork out the whazoo.
just thought that id drop in and proclaim innocence in being "ghostly".
as soon as i get "comfortable" maybe i can make my way back to bl more often.
love you family,
j