So I forced withdrawal after a week-long binge on poppy tea. I still have boxes of poppy pods. I also have pills such as Roxis and Tramadol. I also have tons of Loperamide. But guess what? I'm taking NOTHING to relieve the symptoms. I want to feel the full wrath of withdrawal so it ingrains in my mind what the price is for overusing opiates recreationally. I must learn to respect Poppy Straw Concentrate / Poppy tea more carefully. The best way to do that is traumatize myself with an unforgettable mental and physical hell for a week or two. I take naltrexone so it makes it impossible for me to dose.
Make no mistake, I'll be redosing, but only after withdrawal subsides. I'm using NMDA things like Magnesium and therapeutic doses of DXM dosed 4-6 hours to lower tolerance. May as well take advantage of the situation. The cramps are the worst. I have benzos as potent as Flunitrazepam and Triazolam to put me to sleep if insomnia gets too bad, but I don't mind the insomnia too much. I am unemployed and have no schedule to keep. So what if I stay up for 2-3 days. I'll use H1 Antagonists first such as Diphenhydramine for sleep if need be.
Diarrhea? A colon cleaning has been long overdue. After THAT subsides I'll eat yogurt to restore colon health, all that beneficial bacteria and all. And of course I know to stay hydrated during extended diarrhea phases.
Let it hit me full wrath so I know the price, so I know the dark side FIRST HAND. COME AT ME.
Amazon Kindle and Stephen King's library (almost, missing a few bits here n there) on it is a GREAT way to make time pass by FAST even with such a state. Or sink yourself into a video game RPG with an enveloping story, or watch old shows with 5 or more seasons. It all makes the time go faster. The less you dwell on time the fast one day fades into another.
Make no mistake, I'll be redosing, but only after withdrawal subsides. I'm using NMDA things like Magnesium and therapeutic doses of DXM dosed 4-6 hours to lower tolerance. May as well take advantage of the situation. The cramps are the worst. I have benzos as potent as Flunitrazepam and Triazolam to put me to sleep if insomnia gets too bad, but I don't mind the insomnia too much. I am unemployed and have no schedule to keep. So what if I stay up for 2-3 days. I'll use H1 Antagonists first such as Diphenhydramine for sleep if need be.
Diarrhea? A colon cleaning has been long overdue. After THAT subsides I'll eat yogurt to restore colon health, all that beneficial bacteria and all. And of course I know to stay hydrated during extended diarrhea phases.
Let it hit me full wrath so I know the price, so I know the dark side FIRST HAND. COME AT ME.
Amazon Kindle and Stephen King's library (almost, missing a few bits here n there) on it is a GREAT way to make time pass by FAST even with such a state. Or sink yourself into a video game RPG with an enveloping story, or watch old shows with 5 or more seasons. It all makes the time go faster. The less you dwell on time the fast one day fades into another.