dexingpotsmoker
Bluelighter
This one is again, made up on the spot.
You beg.
I hear you.
You wave.
I see you.
You don't believe me
When I say Im fine.
You wont believe me.
that I wont cross the line.
I hear you all, and I appreciate your concern.
I love you all, but theres a lot that you must learn.
Created by love
Created by hurt
Push came to shove.
Pushed into the dirt.
Its the least I can do
But to stand back up
and make it through.
And now Im stuck.
Just trust me, like you did before.
Just love me, and nothing more.
Im a theif, yeah that much is true.
A liar, sure not much is new.
A gambler, who likes to play with fate.
An asshole, whos motives are not great.
But I wont steal from you,
and I wont lie like they do
I only gamble so much
And I know all the risks
I still feel your touch.
and hear the "tsk tsk's"
No I haven't forgotten, even you have.
Im sorta downtrodden, and need a bath.
One second I'm here, the next I am gone.
On all sorts of gear, from dusk to dawn.
Don't blame me, damn it, dont point your fingers
Dont frame me, stamp it, as the smell still lingers
Forget the past
Except the future
Til I relapse
and be a moocher.
Til that last thread of existence is gone, and fades.
Til the pscyhological rivers intertwine, and braid.
Til Im too gone to talk, too gone to see.
Too gone for a you, too gone for a me.
Too gone for life, and too gone for love.
Too gone for lies, and so far up above.
Up in the sky, by myself
within a blithering high,
just a book, on a shelf.
So trust me, I hear you, and all of your pleas.
And I know you might wonder, what came over me.
So let me tell you, how it all started.
It was as simple as being,
Completely,
Brokenhearted.
You beg.
I hear you.
You wave.
I see you.
You don't believe me
When I say Im fine.
You wont believe me.
that I wont cross the line.
I hear you all, and I appreciate your concern.
I love you all, but theres a lot that you must learn.
Created by love
Created by hurt
Push came to shove.
Pushed into the dirt.
Its the least I can do
But to stand back up
and make it through.
And now Im stuck.
Just trust me, like you did before.
Just love me, and nothing more.
Im a theif, yeah that much is true.
A liar, sure not much is new.
A gambler, who likes to play with fate.
An asshole, whos motives are not great.
But I wont steal from you,
and I wont lie like they do
I only gamble so much
And I know all the risks
I still feel your touch.
and hear the "tsk tsk's"
No I haven't forgotten, even you have.
Im sorta downtrodden, and need a bath.
One second I'm here, the next I am gone.
On all sorts of gear, from dusk to dawn.
Don't blame me, damn it, dont point your fingers
Dont frame me, stamp it, as the smell still lingers
Forget the past
Except the future
Til I relapse
and be a moocher.
Til that last thread of existence is gone, and fades.
Til the pscyhological rivers intertwine, and braid.
Til Im too gone to talk, too gone to see.
Too gone for a you, too gone for a me.
Too gone for life, and too gone for love.
Too gone for lies, and so far up above.
Up in the sky, by myself
within a blithering high,
just a book, on a shelf.
So trust me, I hear you, and all of your pleas.
And I know you might wonder, what came over me.
So let me tell you, how it all started.
It was as simple as being,
Completely,
Brokenhearted.
