dopamine seeker
Bluelighter
So I have been addicted to tramadol for two years or more at a dose of 400-1000mg a day. Important, I'm Brazilian, and here there is only buprenorphine patch, which I've used but it didn't help me much. Besides being very expensive. On the other hand, methadone is quite cheap.
The fact is that I really need the SNRI effect of tramadol, which was the only drug that helped me with depression. I've tried venlafaxine, desvenlafaxine, tricyclics and SSRI's.
So, today I have an appointment with my psychiatrist, and I've been reading a lot about the mechanism of methadone and I've seen that it has similar affinities to tramadol, and very importantly its NMDA antagonism. Doing a calculation, 5mg x2 a day would be enough... by the way, to say here that I already bought methadone illegally to try to treat myself, and I took that same dose, and it worked. My psychiatrist knows this.
He is very open to all of this, he even thought of keeping me on tramadol at 300mg as well as considering methadone at the dosage I said. The issue is that the cost of tramadol is very expensive too, and it would be a great relief to go for methadone. I am about to graduate in Biomedicine this year (Biomedical Sciences in the USA) and he takes what I say very seriously as I bring a lot of information and knowledge through research that involves all pharmacokinetics/dynamics/neuroscience as well as clinical cases. So I was wondering if anyone could tell me if this is a good idea, thinking I'm only going to take 10mg of done? which is very little and there is no likelihood that I will ever take more than that.
thanks
The fact is that I really need the SNRI effect of tramadol, which was the only drug that helped me with depression. I've tried venlafaxine, desvenlafaxine, tricyclics and SSRI's.
So, today I have an appointment with my psychiatrist, and I've been reading a lot about the mechanism of methadone and I've seen that it has similar affinities to tramadol, and very importantly its NMDA antagonism. Doing a calculation, 5mg x2 a day would be enough... by the way, to say here that I already bought methadone illegally to try to treat myself, and I took that same dose, and it worked. My psychiatrist knows this.
He is very open to all of this, he even thought of keeping me on tramadol at 300mg as well as considering methadone at the dosage I said. The issue is that the cost of tramadol is very expensive too, and it would be a great relief to go for methadone. I am about to graduate in Biomedicine this year (Biomedical Sciences in the USA) and he takes what I say very seriously as I bring a lot of information and knowledge through research that involves all pharmacokinetics/dynamics/neuroscience as well as clinical cases. So I was wondering if anyone could tell me if this is a good idea, thinking I'm only going to take 10mg of done? which is very little and there is no likelihood that I will ever take more than that.
thanks