ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
Ugh yeah, trust me... it will be the biggest mistake of your life. It was bad enough getting physically dependent to opiates, I still remember waking up dope sick the first time.
But 9 months in, after getting clean off a pretty huge oxy habit then relapsing a month later, I started using heroin exclusively and picked up the needle. It brought my addiction to a whole new level.
I never managed even a day clean once I started shooting dope. Even being on methadone didn't stop the cravings and I failed every drug test at the clinic the entire year I was on MMT.
All methadone did was force me to use insane amounts of heroin, cocaine,and benzos. I was in a daily battle against my tolerance. Then my body just couldn't take it anymore and suddenly the fight was for my life.
And to this day I have this insane thinking that it's worth it, that all I want to do in life is be an IV drug user. But it's not. If there's anything in your life worth living for, don't start shooting dope. Because your life won't be yours anymore, I can promise you that.
Yeah thanks i get whatya saying, i read enough on the interwebz to know that it's not a smart decision . Still, it's something i'd like to try at least once in my life (and i know for SURE it wouldn't be a "just once" kind of deal, like itnwasn't trying opiates)... i'm rdefinetely not planning to try it tho