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  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Addicted to owning weed?

been there done that. i harvested like 5 plants a couple of years ago and i barely sold anything. i had smoke in the house for almost half a year. then when it all disappeared everything just felt empty... like the house felt empty I felt empty. fucked up so it was...
 
I'm the same way. Having weed means knowing I'll be able to relax when I choose to. For me, choosing to smoke is a pretty quick decision and having to go pick up every time would bug the shit out of me.
 
i hear ya mate, im the same as long as ive got a few grams in my stash im fine if not i stat stressing lol, i used to be hooked on grwoning it to but after 3 busts and a short spell away i cant grow anymore
 
I'm not really sure if this is CD material, as others have said, the cannabis doesn't seem to really be the problem, it sounds like you have some sort of anxiety issue and you've latched on to weed as some sort of comfort blanket. In my uninformed, pop-psychological opinion.

I think this might belong in TDS, but I'm not sure, mods please feel free to send back if it doesn't fit.
 
regardless of where this belongs, I have a pretty similiar compultsion with weed. I was a heavy smoker at one point and now im just an occational user but I have to have a sack or it drives me nuts. I know its irrational but its like if I found out the world was about to end or some other incredably tragic event were to occur, at least I'd have some weed to help me cope.
 
I could say I experience similar things to you. Although not that extreme. I always enjoy having an eighth of weed or more on me just to have. When people hit me up I can always help them out and its always great just feeling to hold on to some bud. I feel slightly euphoric even.

Its slightly dissapointing when I dont have any but you get over it.... It sounds like your life is TOO revolved around weed/drugs. Try toning it down a little ;)
 
i always have to have weed.....

so i can relate.....

med use and other.....
 
"Dependence" shows in many ways. I would say some people even are "dependent" on psychedelics because they're so obsessed with them, even if they don't use them often.
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...guilty...

I don't run out of psychedelics...I don't dose that much anymore...maybe a couple times a month...but I can see my stash getting down and I'm starting to feel like it's time to stock up.
 
I used to buy more than i could smoke.
If i had the money i would buy, even if i had weed already.
Its like i always had to make sure i had some, because i HATED being without.
I wouldn't feel safe.
 
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