adderall

I recently acquired some Adderall and I forgot how good it makes me feel. I only took 10mgs today to give me a boost with some housework and stuff and it's helped a ton. It's also been excellent for my mood!

I think maybe I was self-medicating in a way with all the meth before, but I feel like this gives me the positive effects of the meth (though not quite as strong) without the negative effects.

I have a psychiatrist's appointment on Tuesday and I'm considering maybe asking about stimulants. I'm kind of nervous about it because I've abused the crap out of them in the past, but I *think* I could control myself with them now as long as I don't tell anyone I'm prescribed. If I told people they'd want some for themselves and I'd want to abuse it with them.

The SSRIs definitely aren't working, though therapy is helping a little I think. I still want something more though and I think stimulants could possibly do that...

 

SSRI's are seriously hit or miss. Mostly miss, according to every story and personal experience I've had. Adderall is more fun so long as you don't do the three days awake thing.

 

I"ve wanted to try it. I like tramadol because I get stuff done. But then again I talk a lot and can kinda get annoying. But I can't get my hands on anything anymore...

 

be careful spork. stimulants might take you to places you don't want to find yourself

 

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wow i really came off as sounding like a P.S.A. didn't intend to have that kind of tone lol

 

lol, that's ok. I've definitely been to that place before, which is why I'm hesitant about it.

 

does adderall affect the sex drive at all? I'm looking for a switch from paxil to something. I can't stand th side affects of paxil/paroxetine

 

it always made me really horny

 

hey. i came across your blog.
just out of curiosity because ive been trying to find something for bipolar and depression and prozac and other such antidepressants/ssris havent really done the trick for me...ive recently been experimenting with adderal and i feel as if i has some qualities to affect my mood as well as my attention and focus. it feels like a miracle drug
can someone explain if it has any effects on serotonin and just how that works in general?
if you dont want this on here perhaps i should post it on a forum any suggestions at all would be helpful