abracadabra girl
Ex-Bluelighter
I've been wanting these for a while and finally got some. I have not tried amphetamines before. (Except for whatever speed might have been in E pills I've taken, but that's been a long time ago.) I've used cocaine about 4 times, but not for over a year prior to this report. I'm not telling you my body weight but let's just say, large.
I planned this trip to begin as soon as I woke up in the morning. I was advised to only use 15mg on my first time. I opened the capsule and crushed up the beads as best I could, then mixed with a bit of hot water. I discovered that I had not crushed all the beads, probably about 1/3 were still intact, but I thought that was not necessarily a bad thing so I drank up. I chased it with a large can of Arizona iced tea (about 32mg caffeine). I forgot to use antacid.
T+00:35 not feeling much yet. Wondered if I should take more but I had been strongly advised not to, so I didn't.
T+1 hr, I am starting to feel a little shaky, notice a little tunnel vision, and my jaw is clenching just a little. I feel alert but notice myself making stupid mistakes (clicking the wrong place, typing the wrong word, etc.) No euphoria to speak of.
T+2:15: Feeling like getting stuff done. Not an irresistable urge at all, I still decided to sit at my computer and fuck around instead. More talkative. Got hungry, ate a bowl of cereal. (dry foods were not appealing at all)
T+3 hrs: I notice things around me look and feel a little more interesting occasionally. Not a constant feeling at all, just a flash once in a while.
T+3:30: I feel a little bit horny and had a quick wank, it was really good but I can't say for sure that the drugs affected it at all. Feel like maybe I'm starting to come down, or plateau. I feel a little bit tired.
T+5 hrs: Still feel like I'm coming down, still a bit shaky and moving too fast, making mistakes, but not euphoric. Went out to run errands. I was worried about driving but didn't have any real trouble. Bought a 20 oz of coca-cola (58 mg caffeine) which was consumed over the next several hours.
T+6: Began to feel a smoother steadier alertness.
T+7: Snorted .5g of cocaine over the next hour or two. Definitely felt high from the cocaine and after the coke comedown i was all the way down. Still alert enough to drive home, go out and get dinner, and watch a movie.
T+12: Drank about 4 units of alcohol while watching movie.
T+13: Started to yawn a lot.
T+15: I could probably go to bed and sleep but I'm writing this instead.
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Thoughts:
The initial "rush" was mild but not especially pleasant. I didn't feel any euphoria during the whole experience. I did enjoy having a little more motivation to go out and get things done, and I was more talkative than usual for a while. It seems like this may actually be a pleasant drug to use every day as prescribed.
When the trip got smoother about 6 hours in, I think that may have been the uncrushed beads finally hitting. (I was told that peak plasma effect is at T+7.) This makes me think that swallowing the capsule without crushing the beads may give me a better experience. I realize that the ups and downs could also be related to the caffeine and sugar I consumed.
I plan to try other ways of dosing, and will report if there's anything interesting to report.
Final conclusion: Nice. Nice. Not thrilling, but nice.
I planned this trip to begin as soon as I woke up in the morning. I was advised to only use 15mg on my first time. I opened the capsule and crushed up the beads as best I could, then mixed with a bit of hot water. I discovered that I had not crushed all the beads, probably about 1/3 were still intact, but I thought that was not necessarily a bad thing so I drank up. I chased it with a large can of Arizona iced tea (about 32mg caffeine). I forgot to use antacid.
T+00:35 not feeling much yet. Wondered if I should take more but I had been strongly advised not to, so I didn't.
T+1 hr, I am starting to feel a little shaky, notice a little tunnel vision, and my jaw is clenching just a little. I feel alert but notice myself making stupid mistakes (clicking the wrong place, typing the wrong word, etc.) No euphoria to speak of.
T+2:15: Feeling like getting stuff done. Not an irresistable urge at all, I still decided to sit at my computer and fuck around instead. More talkative. Got hungry, ate a bowl of cereal. (dry foods were not appealing at all)
T+3 hrs: I notice things around me look and feel a little more interesting occasionally. Not a constant feeling at all, just a flash once in a while.
T+3:30: I feel a little bit horny and had a quick wank, it was really good but I can't say for sure that the drugs affected it at all. Feel like maybe I'm starting to come down, or plateau. I feel a little bit tired.
T+5 hrs: Still feel like I'm coming down, still a bit shaky and moving too fast, making mistakes, but not euphoric. Went out to run errands. I was worried about driving but didn't have any real trouble. Bought a 20 oz of coca-cola (58 mg caffeine) which was consumed over the next several hours.
T+6: Began to feel a smoother steadier alertness.
T+7: Snorted .5g of cocaine over the next hour or two. Definitely felt high from the cocaine and after the coke comedown i was all the way down. Still alert enough to drive home, go out and get dinner, and watch a movie.
T+12: Drank about 4 units of alcohol while watching movie.
T+13: Started to yawn a lot.
T+15: I could probably go to bed and sleep but I'm writing this instead.
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Thoughts:
The initial "rush" was mild but not especially pleasant. I didn't feel any euphoria during the whole experience. I did enjoy having a little more motivation to go out and get things done, and I was more talkative than usual for a while. It seems like this may actually be a pleasant drug to use every day as prescribed.
When the trip got smoother about 6 hours in, I think that may have been the uncrushed beads finally hitting. (I was told that peak plasma effect is at T+7.) This makes me think that swallowing the capsule without crushing the beads may give me a better experience. I realize that the ups and downs could also be related to the caffeine and sugar I consumed.
I plan to try other ways of dosing, and will report if there's anything interesting to report.
Final conclusion: Nice. Nice. Not thrilling, but nice.
