(FEEL FREE TO CLOSE! Decided to save the coke.)
Hello BL,
I hope this is the right section for this post and that I am not breaking any rules (afaik SWIM isn't to be used any longer)
I'm a 136 lb, 5 ft 10 19 year old male.
Anyway, I was prescribed 20mg Adderall XR today, on top of my 0.5 Klonopin 2x daily, since the I had established to the doc that my panic attacks were under control and I was ready to take care of my total lack of ability to focus, which, despite my current abuse of the adderall, is true.
I have already taken my morning and night dose of klonopin + another half of one (1.25 mg total) over the course of the day. I should also note that I drank a full bottle of 12% alc/vol wine ~10 hours ago. Over the course of ~4 hours prior to writing this post I have ingested 60 mg of the adderall XR.
I'll be going out with friends later on tonight (not entirely sure how much later) and possibly indulging in cocaine.When I say possibly, I mean probably, because I know they will have coke.
I'm not very experienced with cocaine, I have experience with meth and prescription amphetamines, but I've only used cocaine a few times over the last 3 or 4 years. I guess my question is, how big of a line of cocaine should I start out with / would you start out with given my situation? When doing meth I typically snort a line about as long as my index finger and about as wide as a cigarette every 3 hours or so... Is this reasonable to do with the white considering I have already ingested Adderall? I do not have any heart condition that I am aware of and I have been using stimulants on a fairly regular basis for 2+ years now, although I am prone to panic attacks due to my anxiety and have trouble distinguishing between a panic attack and heart / blood pressure problems sometimes when I feel too high, although this usually only happens when I have no benzos on hand.
Also, when should I take a "full dose" of the klonopin in order to go to sleep? (1-2mg) Should I eat the kpins as soon as I start coming down or after I have completely come down and feel like total ass? After a meth bender I typically take any benzos I have in between the initial comedown and total ass feeling.
I apologize for the long post and I do hope that I'm making sense. I realize that everybody is different, I'm just asking, if you were in my shoes, what would you do? As i type that I realize the obvious answer would be not to do any coke for the sake of harm reduction, but short of that, how would you recommend i pace myself? Thanks a lot for reading.
(I should also note, not that I think it makes any difference, that I ingested ~600 mg of DXM nearly 72 hours ago and experienced full blown loss of reality. I don't really seem to feel any different today, though.)
Hello BL,
I hope this is the right section for this post and that I am not breaking any rules (afaik SWIM isn't to be used any longer)
I'm a 136 lb, 5 ft 10 19 year old male.
Anyway, I was prescribed 20mg Adderall XR today, on top of my 0.5 Klonopin 2x daily, since the I had established to the doc that my panic attacks were under control and I was ready to take care of my total lack of ability to focus, which, despite my current abuse of the adderall, is true.
I have already taken my morning and night dose of klonopin + another half of one (1.25 mg total) over the course of the day. I should also note that I drank a full bottle of 12% alc/vol wine ~10 hours ago. Over the course of ~4 hours prior to writing this post I have ingested 60 mg of the adderall XR.
I'll be going out with friends later on tonight (not entirely sure how much later) and possibly indulging in cocaine.When I say possibly, I mean probably, because I know they will have coke.
I'm not very experienced with cocaine, I have experience with meth and prescription amphetamines, but I've only used cocaine a few times over the last 3 or 4 years. I guess my question is, how big of a line of cocaine should I start out with / would you start out with given my situation? When doing meth I typically snort a line about as long as my index finger and about as wide as a cigarette every 3 hours or so... Is this reasonable to do with the white considering I have already ingested Adderall? I do not have any heart condition that I am aware of and I have been using stimulants on a fairly regular basis for 2+ years now, although I am prone to panic attacks due to my anxiety and have trouble distinguishing between a panic attack and heart / blood pressure problems sometimes when I feel too high, although this usually only happens when I have no benzos on hand.
Also, when should I take a "full dose" of the klonopin in order to go to sleep? (1-2mg) Should I eat the kpins as soon as I start coming down or after I have completely come down and feel like total ass? After a meth bender I typically take any benzos I have in between the initial comedown and total ass feeling.
I apologize for the long post and I do hope that I'm making sense. I realize that everybody is different, I'm just asking, if you were in my shoes, what would you do? As i type that I realize the obvious answer would be not to do any coke for the sake of harm reduction, but short of that, how would you recommend i pace myself? Thanks a lot for reading.
(I should also note, not that I think it makes any difference, that I ingested ~600 mg of DXM nearly 72 hours ago and experienced full blown loss of reality. I don't really seem to feel any different today, though.)
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