(Adderall) loss of effects with zero tolerance

[CloudFourTwenty]

I took adderall for about a year and a half, took it quite a bit and to be honest I only used it recreationally, I got addicted to adderall after trying a few pills from my friend's script (IR) I took 60mg my first time and fell in love with how it made me feel. So I decided to go to a psychiatrist several months later. After telling him I needed adderall to prepare for college he agreed to write me a script and I immediately used the shit out of this drug for a year and a half I started snorting it for the quick rush but stopped after the second bottle because my sense of smell was drastically lowered from the binders and fillers in the pill fucking up my nose. I took an average of 75-140mg about 1-3 times a week sometimes took a week off but rarely. There was a time that I took 360mg one time by accident I didn't sleep for 3 days after that. I enjoyed dosing high but would never take more than 60mg EVER AGAIN. My insurance was cut off and I was forced to quit adderall all together I was ready to stop taking them, the negative side effects were too much to handle. My motivation and self-esteem were drained and I was depressed for about 2 months after going cold turkey. Fast-forward to a year later I haven't touched any type of amphetamine for a year now, I've got my prescription back I hated the idea of using them again the only reason I got them back was to sell them on the streets because I needed money after being laid off at my job. I'm no longer using them for recreation but I'm going to college soon and need them for real this time. I took 50mg and felt sober It has the most subtle feeling now! I can't use it as a study drug anymore I don't know what to do they were perfect for what they were prescribed for and I ruined it from being so foolish by abusing them.

 

[_DankOpiAmp_]

Once the beauty is gone it may be gone for good. The honeymoon effect is extreme with speed but there are also many other factors that are hard to estimate. I never got the full body orgasmic effect from music after I was off for a long while then did it again. Use it for productivity, if you want pleasure again you may have to try something stronger. You could also try higher doses but they may just cause anxiety.

Btw, how the fuck do you accidentally do 360mg? It is fine if you wanted to see if that dose would make the pleasure come back.

- is a thread for Basic Drug Discussion

 

[CloudFourTwenty]

I was trying to take 180mg but I had forgotten that they upped my dose from 10mg to 20mg so I took 360mg and I realized it too late. ik it was retarded but I was suffering from short term memory loss due to taking benzo that I was also prescribed to.