Trip Falling Up
Bluelighter
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Hey all,
I have a pretty large history of experimenting with drugs, particularly psychedelics. This is the first time I experimented with adderall however.
Started off with a 20 mg capsule of adderall IR, dumped half of it into a little napkin piece and parachuted it (thank God i didnt do all 20).
Within the first 15 mins I experienced a rush of strangeness, I wouldn't call it euphoric but it was definitely not ordinary. I attribute this to letting a couple beads dissolve sublingually. This continued and I slowly felt my energy levels amping up. The come up of most drugs for me creates a great deal of anxiety, as I don't know what I'm in for.
I realize adderall is relatively safe, especially when taken by itself. But these mounting feelings of anxiety and energy were combined periodically with large flushes of "feeling" that began in my head and descended throughout my body. They increasingly got more severe and it triggered a panic attack or the panic attack triggered it? Or maybe neither.
Within the first hour and half I had extreme tachycardia, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. Some dizziness, shortness of breath, feelings like I was gonna die. I split a .25 mg xanax tab, ate one half then snorted the second half.
It helped for awhile but I still felt the attacks and a nervous energy. The day goes by and it gets better. I experience odd stomach spasms. I take .5 more xanax throughout the day.
Here I am now, can someone help elaborate on why I had such a severe reaction?
This thread may be better in pharmacology but not sure.
Thanks!
I have a pretty large history of experimenting with drugs, particularly psychedelics. This is the first time I experimented with adderall however.
Started off with a 20 mg capsule of adderall IR, dumped half of it into a little napkin piece and parachuted it (thank God i didnt do all 20).
Within the first 15 mins I experienced a rush of strangeness, I wouldn't call it euphoric but it was definitely not ordinary. I attribute this to letting a couple beads dissolve sublingually. This continued and I slowly felt my energy levels amping up. The come up of most drugs for me creates a great deal of anxiety, as I don't know what I'm in for.
I realize adderall is relatively safe, especially when taken by itself. But these mounting feelings of anxiety and energy were combined periodically with large flushes of "feeling" that began in my head and descended throughout my body. They increasingly got more severe and it triggered a panic attack or the panic attack triggered it? Or maybe neither.
Within the first hour and half I had extreme tachycardia, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. Some dizziness, shortness of breath, feelings like I was gonna die. I split a .25 mg xanax tab, ate one half then snorted the second half.
It helped for awhile but I still felt the attacks and a nervous energy. The day goes by and it gets better. I experience odd stomach spasms. I take .5 more xanax throughout the day.
Here I am now, can someone help elaborate on why I had such a severe reaction?
This thread may be better in pharmacology but not sure.
Thanks!