amir1091
Greenlighter
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- Jun 24, 2014
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I'll start off with a little b/g of my Adderall history. I've been using Adderall at least once a week, give or take some weeks, for about 1.5 years since my friend in high school was prescribed it, Fall 2012. It wasn't until Fall 2014 I was prescribed it myself and started taking doses above 50+mg, eventually going up to doses 100+ during 2015 so far.I have developed a hefty tolerance to the drug overtime because of how frequent I took it.
Since Tuesday at 9am, I've taken 340mg of Adderall IR, the last dose being 100mg Thursday at 9am. I have slept a total of 6-7 hours in the time and just ate food for the first time a few hours ago. I hadn't taken Adderall in about 2 weeks before starting this binge, which is one of the longest times ive been without Adderall since my very first time ever taking it.
The first day Tues 8am, I took 100mg and got a great high. The high for me now is not euphoric as much as a feeling of my puzzle pieces being put together and I'm just up and ready to go. The next morning I took 140mg, aiming to tweak and get fucked up. The high seemed to be equal, maybe even a little less than the previous day. Then Thursday morning, today, I took 100mg again because of general worry for my heart, etc. and I found it to be one of my hardest tweaking experiences.
It wasn't one of my highest doses and I took it after 2 days of taking high doses, so what would be the reason for this? Am I just thinking that it is? The high today was different, it was a lot more meth like and "dark", and I experienced several moments of rushing anxiety and darker, more intense stuff that I had on meth, but not on Adderall before, which I enjoyed and consider to be more fucked up than any of the other days.
Since Tuesday at 9am, I've taken 340mg of Adderall IR, the last dose being 100mg Thursday at 9am. I have slept a total of 6-7 hours in the time and just ate food for the first time a few hours ago. I hadn't taken Adderall in about 2 weeks before starting this binge, which is one of the longest times ive been without Adderall since my very first time ever taking it.
The first day Tues 8am, I took 100mg and got a great high. The high for me now is not euphoric as much as a feeling of my puzzle pieces being put together and I'm just up and ready to go. The next morning I took 140mg, aiming to tweak and get fucked up. The high seemed to be equal, maybe even a little less than the previous day. Then Thursday morning, today, I took 100mg again because of general worry for my heart, etc. and I found it to be one of my hardest tweaking experiences.
It wasn't one of my highest doses and I took it after 2 days of taking high doses, so what would be the reason for this? Am I just thinking that it is? The high today was different, it was a lot more meth like and "dark", and I experienced several moments of rushing anxiety and darker, more intense stuff that I had on meth, but not on Adderall before, which I enjoyed and consider to be more fucked up than any of the other days.