well, I took the xanax at 8, nodded out with my xanax and morphine/weed combo for a bit, then I snorted the 30mg of adderall around 11:30. and I've actually been sitting here feeling good. kind of nodding out, but different feeling.
now, I don't recommend people go out and do the doses I did, or even the combo I did. I've done all these drugs before, mixing them before, just never adderall and morphine together. so I wasn't sure.
but I feel good. 30mg of adderall, 1mg of xanax (depending on how much is still in my system), 210mg of IV'd morphine, and a bong rip of some real fine herb, from a gram I had sent my way as a surprise from a friend. not sure what kind of weed, but its definitely the $20/gram kind.
I actually got a very awesome care package from a friend yesterday, because I've been dope sick. I'll tell you what was in it, because I was very happy, and also, very weirded out by one of them.
in the package I received, one 30mg adderall IR, an 8mg suboxone, a 2mg xanax bar (the GG 249 kind, the one with the GG both on the same piece, WAY smaller than I remember bars being, haven't had any in at least a year), a yellow alien head X tab (very clean and good, had two of these about 2-3 weeks ago, so I'm planning on doing this one maybe this weekend). a 100mg trazodone (what exactly could I use this for? just when I'm having a hard time sleeping, maybe take half, because I heard people take 50mg and fall asleep), a viagra pill, for whatever reason, I don't need it, nor do I want it, I could give a fuck less about sex, I just want my opiates, and I don't have a girlfriend or anything so I'm not even currently sexually active. but I am holding onto it. maybe one day I'll need it, or I could crush it up into a friends food for fun or something. haha. and I got a gram of some killer herb.
friend gave me all that because I'm dope sick (well, morphine withdrawals), and goign through opiate withdrawals while having leukemia and going through chemotherapy is fucking terrible. so I guess he wanted to help out, and boy did he. I was especially happy about the herb, as I haven't smoked in over a month. and I'm liking the adderall.