bootscootboogie
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- Mar 5, 2025
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Hey yall. I’ve been using the platform for about 8 years for basic knowledge of to do’s and not tadoos. I started researching when I was taking high doses of foculine in high school and fell in love with the feeling of motivation and general normalness. I was able to quit stimulants for about 4 or 5 years following graduating and decided to dive right back in about 2 years ago. I am now fully returned to my old habits and tend to take at most of 60 mg of generic adderall a day. For the past couple months or so it seems that the first dose (15,20, or 30 mg) wares off within an hour and a half of taking it. Waring off meaning the euphoric talk to anyone phase wares off. I love the sudden motivation and drive to take on the world but it feels like the longer I take it the more any positive side effects tend to not affect me. Also I’ve picked up a mild drinking problem (6 to 12 beers a night) and recently I’ve felt the urge to drink at any time of day no matter the occasion. I drink pretty heavily when I go out and I am on stimulants and I wake up feeling fine for the first couple of hours and all of the sudden my heat races to over 150 bpm and sustains for hours. During the hangover i feel strongly that im going to pass out with blurry vision and delayed vision which makes me extremely anxious in return making my heart rate worse. I can feel my blood pressure spike during that time and sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with my blood pressure and heart rate going insane. I really have an urge to go totally sober from any substance (user of nicotine and caffeine for 12/13 years) but with the way my career is going I feel such pressure to keep up with demands. I fly all over the world constantly and work 18 to 24 hour shifts here and there. I just want to be healthy and rich. Not sure if those two together are possible. I know that if I were rich I wouldn’t be alive for long because I would buy the best of drugs and cash my life in for it. Obviously if you can’t tell I have a severely addictive personality. Idk. I just want to know if maybe I should just quit or is there a way to do what I do healthily. The few times I’ve woke up and did cardio before indulging I noticed a huge difference. I also take magnesium and l tyrosine daily for absorption I reckon. I attempt to stay hydrated and sometimes I take coq10. Is there something else I can do or take to help with absorption and prolonging positive effects. Apologies if this post was everywhere. Just need some advice. Thank you.