Okay, where to begin... Well i've never been one to experiment with drugs, im 19 and started smoking marijuana a few years ago but i have always loved it, never bothered with anything else. I have a relatively high tolerance, been smoking daily for a while now on nothing but high grade, including THC wax (high concentrate shatter) aka "Dabs"... it wasn't until a few weeks ago i tried my first drug other then weed.
We got ahold of 30mg adderal and i was nervous at first, took 1 and a short while later i was having the best time of my life. Ended up snorting maybe a total of 1 more 30mg pill over the next few hours, probably less, though i honestly didn't feel like snorting them did much. Was a good day all in all though until later when i started pounding beers on an empty stomach. Im pretty sure thats what made me puke because i threw up and felt better immediately. By this time i believe i was coming down, i smoked a little tree and went to sleep.
My 2nd time doing adderal i took another 30MG at work, kept me super focused, i finished out the night and that was it, no puke, no anxiety. And i mention my 2nd experience because i had zero issues and the 3rd ends up being a total NIGHTMARE.
Okay, so for my 3rd time, we had 20MG adderal XR. I took 2 around noon and started feeling good. The XRs were taking longer to kick in, i took one more a little after 3 and soon after started feeling the first two, but was still good. Some time passes, was having a great time and then we venture back to my buddys house and we stopped on the way and i got a monster energy drink (i know, bad idea) we got to his house, was feeling fine still, (didnt finish the monster) and i could feel all 3 working at this point (60mg total) and here's where it goes south... my buddy comes over and easily talks me into taking a HUGE snake dab. If you're unfamiliar with THC concentrates, 1 normal sized dab hit is about the equivalent of smoking 1 blunt to yourself, but this was no normal sized dab... so i basically took about 4-5 blunts to the face in 1 hit. I go inside to sit down for a second and then it all happens, blurry vision, felt like i couldn't take a full breath, sweating, nausea, racing heart, and mixed in all together with the paranoia, i thought i was gunna die... ended up sitting in front of like 3 fans for the next few hours, slurring my words, feeling really heavy and scarred, having what i presume an anxiety attack? Ended up puking a few times but the anxiety didn't go away for a while still. I ended up making it throught it, woke up the next day with canker sores on the roof of my mouth, sore jaw and that was that.
Idk what caused me to go south so quick, i presume the highly potent thc and all the paranoia. Since then i haven't smoked much because when i smoked before work that next day i got the same anxiety feeling just from tree. It's been about a week since the bad trip and i'm still getting mild anxiety when i smoke which really sucks cuz i smoked everyday with zero anxiety issues. It's probably not too bad of a thing because i've been meaning to take a tolerance break anyway,i regularly do this to save money and clear my head every once in a while.
So if you managed to read threw my whole essay, here are my questions...
What caused this "bad trip"?
Will i always experience anxiety when i smoke now?
Am i safe to do adderal again? Because just in those few days my life improved tremendously, i believe i always had ADHD , i was way more organized and put together and could see the benefits of just taking a normal prescription dose to get the positive benefits like the 2nd time i took 1.
Leave me your thoughts on what i should do...
We got ahold of 30mg adderal and i was nervous at first, took 1 and a short while later i was having the best time of my life. Ended up snorting maybe a total of 1 more 30mg pill over the next few hours, probably less, though i honestly didn't feel like snorting them did much. Was a good day all in all though until later when i started pounding beers on an empty stomach. Im pretty sure thats what made me puke because i threw up and felt better immediately. By this time i believe i was coming down, i smoked a little tree and went to sleep.
My 2nd time doing adderal i took another 30MG at work, kept me super focused, i finished out the night and that was it, no puke, no anxiety. And i mention my 2nd experience because i had zero issues and the 3rd ends up being a total NIGHTMARE.
Okay, so for my 3rd time, we had 20MG adderal XR. I took 2 around noon and started feeling good. The XRs were taking longer to kick in, i took one more a little after 3 and soon after started feeling the first two, but was still good. Some time passes, was having a great time and then we venture back to my buddys house and we stopped on the way and i got a monster energy drink (i know, bad idea) we got to his house, was feeling fine still, (didnt finish the monster) and i could feel all 3 working at this point (60mg total) and here's where it goes south... my buddy comes over and easily talks me into taking a HUGE snake dab. If you're unfamiliar with THC concentrates, 1 normal sized dab hit is about the equivalent of smoking 1 blunt to yourself, but this was no normal sized dab... so i basically took about 4-5 blunts to the face in 1 hit. I go inside to sit down for a second and then it all happens, blurry vision, felt like i couldn't take a full breath, sweating, nausea, racing heart, and mixed in all together with the paranoia, i thought i was gunna die... ended up sitting in front of like 3 fans for the next few hours, slurring my words, feeling really heavy and scarred, having what i presume an anxiety attack? Ended up puking a few times but the anxiety didn't go away for a while still. I ended up making it throught it, woke up the next day with canker sores on the roof of my mouth, sore jaw and that was that.
Idk what caused me to go south so quick, i presume the highly potent thc and all the paranoia. Since then i haven't smoked much because when i smoked before work that next day i got the same anxiety feeling just from tree. It's been about a week since the bad trip and i'm still getting mild anxiety when i smoke which really sucks cuz i smoked everyday with zero anxiety issues. It's probably not too bad of a thing because i've been meaning to take a tolerance break anyway,i regularly do this to save money and clear my head every once in a while.
So if you managed to read threw my whole essay, here are my questions...
What caused this "bad trip"?
Will i always experience anxiety when i smoke now?
Am i safe to do adderal again? Because just in those few days my life improved tremendously, i believe i always had ADHD , i was way more organized and put together and could see the benefits of just taking a normal prescription dose to get the positive benefits like the 2nd time i took 1.
Leave me your thoughts on what i should do...