ChristBait
Bluelighter
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- Jan 27, 2005
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I've had ADD for several years now, but I'm having a hard time getting any help for it cuz of my past amphetamine abuse history. I've never been treated for it before, but I really feel like I need meds for it now cuz its just getting out of hand. I'm doing alot of freelance web development contract work and right now I have more projects than I can handle on my own, and am making really good money despite the way the economy is. But when I work on a project, it takes me way more time than it should cuz I have such a hard time focusing and concentrating on any one thing.
THe other day when I went to my county regional services where I always go to get my mental health treatment, I went and saw the RN about it. I talked to him about it, and he already knew about my past drug abuse history. I told him, before anything, that I need meds for it, and I told him I don't want ANY stimulant to help me treat it, cuz I already knew what he would think. And even after I told him that, he looked down at his desk, and asked me if I was talking about Ritalin. After I already fucking told him that I don't want an amphetamine cuz I already know what thats going to lead to. So now I set an appointment to see my psychiatrist about it in a couple weeks. But I'm so scared that they're gonna assume I just want something to get high off of, and they won't take me seriously.
Anyone else ever have this problem and got treatment for their ADD?
THe other day when I went to my county regional services where I always go to get my mental health treatment, I went and saw the RN about it. I talked to him about it, and he already knew about my past drug abuse history. I told him, before anything, that I need meds for it, and I told him I don't want ANY stimulant to help me treat it, cuz I already knew what he would think. And even after I told him that, he looked down at his desk, and asked me if I was talking about Ritalin. After I already fucking told him that I don't want an amphetamine cuz I already know what thats going to lead to. So now I set an appointment to see my psychiatrist about it in a couple weeks. But I'm so scared that they're gonna assume I just want something to get high off of, and they won't take me seriously.
Anyone else ever have this problem and got treatment for their ADD?