Hi guys, I've been taking MDMA for almost two years now. Back in 2013 I was taking it only on special occasions (raves, festivals etc), in appropriate break times (2-3 months), rolls were amazing! And by the years end was feeling perfectly fine. However this year, I've noticed i have been taking MDMA way too often. It would range from a month to a week between rolls. This was to the point where sometimes I would not peak at all! After this I felt really empty, anxious, and almost had a panic attack at gym (whilst on pre-workout supplement). It was to the point where I went to a festival in the worst mind set ever. Also at this event, I rolled to see if this feeling to go away, and the roll was completely ruined and I felt extremely paranoid. Now its been almost 4 weeks since my last roll, I'm feeling normal again and I am very very adamant on taking a break until New Years (3 months and a bit from my last roll) and will start going back to doing MDMA every 2-3 months starting from 2015. I've almost forgot how a peak feels - its that bad!
I just have a few questions:
1. Have my serotonin levels fully recovered right now? 5'9 187lb (might be hard to tell, but any advice is cool!)
2. Will I ever peak again? After rolling at times, 1-2 weeks in between, I sometimes never peaked
3. Would rolling again this New Years be appropriate? Or should I wait until February 2015 (big event that I'm going too that I can't miss)
Thanks guys!
I just have a few questions:
1. Have my serotonin levels fully recovered right now? 5'9 187lb (might be hard to tell, but any advice is cool!)
2. Will I ever peak again? After rolling at times, 1-2 weeks in between, I sometimes never peaked
3. Would rolling again this New Years be appropriate? Or should I wait until February 2015 (big event that I'm going too that I can't miss)
Thanks guys!