Vladicus
Bluelighter
I regret my first kiss, and my first boobie contact (same girl).
I couldn't fucking STAND her. I did not tell any of my friends or anyone else for that matter than I had anything going with her.
I basically made out with her and the boob thing for about 2 or 3 weeks.
Then I contemplated fucking her, because it probably would have worked out. But I snapped out of it, disgusted with myself.
I emailed her saying it would not work out, then never talked to her again.
Gugh.. Still shudder about it now. Disgusting.
I am not sure who I am more pissed at, her for being so ugly or me for being so desperate.
My other regret is lying to my current girlfriend (serious, beatiful relationship) about my virginity.
She mentioned that she would be too guilty-feeling to take my virginity. Before I vaguely hinted at a random one-night-stand type shit after a concert, never really elaborated.
This random girl licked my mohawk and we kissed outside for a bit. Then I left and got drunk(er). I told my GF we had sex.
Someday, I will probably be drunk or on E and confess. It is the only thing that really weighs down on the ol' conciense with this girl.
I couldn't fucking STAND her. I did not tell any of my friends or anyone else for that matter than I had anything going with her.
I basically made out with her and the boob thing for about 2 or 3 weeks.
Then I contemplated fucking her, because it probably would have worked out. But I snapped out of it, disgusted with myself.
I emailed her saying it would not work out, then never talked to her again.
Gugh.. Still shudder about it now. Disgusting.
I am not sure who I am more pissed at, her for being so ugly or me for being so desperate.
My other regret is lying to my current girlfriend (serious, beatiful relationship) about my virginity.
She mentioned that she would be too guilty-feeling to take my virginity. Before I vaguely hinted at a random one-night-stand type shit after a concert, never really elaborated.
This random girl licked my mohawk and we kissed outside for a bit. Then I left and got drunk(er). I told my GF we had sex.
Someday, I will probably be drunk or on E and confess. It is the only thing that really weighs down on the ol' conciense with this girl.