LSD. It is more challenging, but also is much more rewarding than MDMA. MDMA usually just makes me feel really good, content, and at peace with all things around me. I lethargically go about solving the problems. I am more quick to realize that there are no problems.
With both chemicals I become very empathetic. LSD I tend to be a little more intrusive, whereas on MDMA I slowly work at the problem. On acid I want to tear down all the barriers and get to the origins. On MDMA I slowly peel away parts of the processes I am involved in. On LSD I tear the process a part, then pick up each one of the pieces.
Words, words, words.
I like acid better because after I get through all the challenges it presents, and after I am forced to pick a direction, pick many directions... well after all that... the next day I feel pretty damn awesome.
With MDMA I will have a pleasurable experience... but my comedowns are terrible. I get super depressed for a little while. The goodness I feel from MDMA is not always worth the next couple of days. Sometimes it is.
With LSD I tend to be more enthusiastic. I get a general feel good, ecstasy vibe from acid. I become engrossed in my situations. On MDMA I have more of an ability to choose. I can get all involved or I can just sit back and feel love. With acid I slip in and outta situations. And I love that. On acid, I gotta keep moving, stay stimulated.
I'm an acid head. Somewhere along time it happened. Now it is. I trip a lot. I can do LSD more often than I can do MDMA. MDMA only happens every so often. Sometimes I mix it with acid... about half of those turned out to be more awesome than if I had just stuck with the acid. The other half were not that great. Rolls suck sometimes though. Acid, on its own, can be very euphoric. It can be whatever you choose it be before you enter. That is what I love about it. MDMA is a little too cracked out for me. Same thing every time...granted you have the same material. maybe not though. maybe I just need to play with it more. LSD has such a greater range of possibility in my opinion.
I think more people like MDMA because it is predictable. LSD goes, goes, goes, and is not always predictable. That's why I like it. It matches the newness of the world and all the absurdities of the world. It is like DMT in that way. DMT throws the user through so many visions, that no pattern develops. It is constant newness... constant absurdity. I love it.
sorry if I ramble too much. could it be the chemicals?