absolutely tweaked at 335am, good idea to go to work?

[miho]

Ok so Ive been staying clear off from meth for a year.
And tonight one thing lead to another and im absolutely tweaked out - and its already 335am here.

Ive never done this during weekdays - and tomorrows a work day - from 9am.

Any idea how id fare tomorrow? Have taken 1.5 nimetazepams just now, and have some 4x 1mg ativan on hand.

Im scared id never wake up for work if i gulp the ativans down. What would you do??

 

[miho]

And. I have a pounding headache & feeling dizzy. way overdid my usual amount
Dont have the option to skip at least the morning session tomorrow, though i can excuse myself for the afternoon.

Shall i just fug it and munch down the ativans?

 

[sekio]

Call in sick and eat the ativans if it's something you need to be really aware for. Otherwise just tough it out.

 

[miho]

^ thanks sweety

 

[caseface99]

Yeah don't go. Going in and getting yelled at/having to talk to your boss about it while your sober is going to be a LOT better than having everyone there notice how fucked you are and having to deal with your boss while tweaked/sleep deprived/just out of it in general. Stay home today bro.

 

[habboz]

Save one of the ativans for before work tmorro so that when you have to go in and talk to him about it your calm and not jittery from the after effects.

 

[miho]

Thing is i just cant seem to wake up in time/function properly with Ativans haha.
Guess Ill call in sick if I cant wake up, or just brave it if i can. Still have half a nimetazepam left, so that could be the last resort...

Thanks guys for the recommendations.

Its been a crazy week, just managed to recover from a crazy E binge at a saturday rave today and now im tweaked out of my mind. Discipline is so...impossible.

 

[opiatekrzy]

dont go in tweaked out, u will be a sqirming mess emotionally, get sum benzos u be good to go and opiates

 

[wrxya33]

looks like its gonna be a sick day. Your a female right? You can always blame it on pms. no ones gonna question that.

 

[Jabberwocky]

so what happened?

 

[Stay.Blazed.420]

why the hell wold you do meth when you know you work the next day?

It's your own fault and if you get fired i have no sympathy for you

 

[saturatedTHC]

lol what I would do usually is lay off the meth until right before work and do more just to level me out and keep me going thru the day......done that way too many times going into work or school having not had a second of sleep in 3-4 days straight....but i always had opana and never had any issues other than looking pretty bad with black eyes and the usually drained look of having been going and going for days straight with no sleep.

 

[opiatekrzy]

yeah, i lost 2 jobs over amphetamine crashes and such. i took too much adderall, up for too many days, and went to work at a restuarant as a cook, felt like i was gonna pass out, kepy getting dizzy, emotional wreck, made an excuse of family emergency, got fired. no smpyathy for me, it was my own fault

 

[miho]

looks like its gonna be a sick day. Your a female right? You can always blame it on pms. no ones gonna question that.

Wow. How did you know Im a female?
PMS does seem like a good idea - thanks!

 

[miho]

Well i managed to wake up - surprisingly quite refreshed although it was only a 1.5hr snooze.
I think benzos just saved my job!

Am in the office now & having a pretty strange feeling - all jittery and alert but can almost fall asleep if i close my eyes for more than a few seconds.

Gonna finish off that urgent shit that forced me to come in, and go work from home in the afternoon. Praying that I dont fuck up in that short 2 hour >,<

 

[Scoliosis]

Been there, done that, cale din sick and take it ez, ride out the trip and dont take too many benzos or any more other stuff.

Sleep in and regroup in the AM. Have a nice breakfast and chill .. that was my M.O.

 

[sekio]

Sounds like you're still a bit spun and sleep deprived. Take it easy and avoid too much overstimulation and you should make it.

 

[miho]

why the hell wold you do meth when you know you work the next day?

It's your own fault and if you get fired i have no sympathy for you

Yea, I dont quite understand why i did it too. Oh well, lesson learnt, luckily Ive gotten away with it this time.

 

[miho]

Sounds like you're still a bit spun and sleep deprived. Take it easy and avoid too much overstimulation and you should make it.

Thanks honey. Ive excused myself from work & at home already...time for a nap

 

[caseface99]

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