Hi guys new to bluelight but have been a bit of a long time lurker. I have been a addict for the majority of my life it was just somewhat unbeknownst to me until I started using opiates. I started back in 2010 with oxys and percs which eventually lead me to heroin and for 3 years I was on dope pretty much everyday. I went to rehab back in may of 2014 for the first time and was eager to get sober because I had forgot what sobriety had even felt like. Did 82 days inpatient and a few weeks in a halfway house in Florida. After that I came back home to remain sober for a total of 1.3 years until I fucked up after getting a back molar pulled and ended up getting some vics from a friend because I told the dentist no narcotics but in the end I couldn't take the pain. Taking those vics just unleashed the monster again and here I am now 6 months since getting that tooth pulled using heroin every day. Already hating what I've become yet again. Alright so there's a bit of a background story of myself.
I joined the forums today because I need a bit of guidance on the best way to deal with wd's while heading oversea's to Ireland. Being the typical addict I've put off getting clean for the past month knowing that this trip was coming up. When I agreed to go on this trip with my family I was sober. Plus who doesn't want to go to Ireland. I'm a fool for not stopping a week ago but I though I could just keep pressing my luck. So now I have about 2-3 days left before I'm in Ireland for a week. I have been using heroin pretty steadily since this past November. I ordered some kratom quite awhile ago to help me ween off and I also have about 7 zubsolvs a buddy gave me. I've read that the heroin scene in Dublin is pretty bad but I really don't want to try and cop in a foreign country when I'm with my family. Any advice out there?
I joined the forums today because I need a bit of guidance on the best way to deal with wd's while heading oversea's to Ireland. Being the typical addict I've put off getting clean for the past month knowing that this trip was coming up. When I agreed to go on this trip with my family I was sober. Plus who doesn't want to go to Ireland. I'm a fool for not stopping a week ago but I though I could just keep pressing my luck. So now I have about 2-3 days left before I'm in Ireland for a week. I have been using heroin pretty steadily since this past November. I ordered some kratom quite awhile ago to help me ween off and I also have about 7 zubsolvs a buddy gave me. I've read that the heroin scene in Dublin is pretty bad but I really don't want to try and cop in a foreign country when I'm with my family. Any advice out there?