ABeautifulMind
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Hey Bluelight. I'll start off by saying I've used Bluelight since about 2012 to do extensive research on drugs before experimenting with them. I'm careful like that. Any time I've wanted to experience a substance's effects, I spend between 2-6 weeks researching everything about it, until I can practically write an essay about its pharmacological structure, metabolites, psychoactive and physiological effects, and cultural history on said substance. I'm by no means an expert, but I have had a doctor ask me where I went to med school, when he overheard me talking about the histamine reactions, and mechanism of action of morphine. That was interesting. Let's see... I live in the general Bay Area of California. I'm a musician, (vocals, guitar, and on my albums, bass and percussion as well), and as much as I'd like to tell you who I am, and share my music with people, that would in turn incriminate my dear drug abusing self, and we can't have that. But I make music. Indie rock, I suppose you could call it. A lot of people refer to me as a "prolific guitarist". I don't agree with that statement. Buuut...I'm okay. Not to toot my own horn. My favorite band is Death Cab For Cutie. I also love Arctic Monkeys (pre-AM stuff), Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and a plethora or 60's, 70's, some 80's and some 90's (Weezer FTW!) - Seriously though, Pinkerton is a fucking amazing album. Check it out. I have a tendency to ramble off topic a lot. You'll notice that. How about a list of intoxicating substances I've used? Okay
Caffeine- oral and insufflated (countless)
Nicotine- formerly smoked, oral, transdermal, and now vaporized (countless)
Ethanol (countless)
Cannabis- Smoked, oral, and vaporized (shatter hash) (countless)
Kava- Oral (countless)
Kratom- Oral (countless)
Dextromethorphan- Oral (once)
Dextroamphetamine Salt- Oral, insufflated (twice)
Lysergic Acid Diethylamide 25- Sublingual (twice)
Psilocybin Mushrooms- Oral (once)
Benzodiazepines- Oral (thrice)
Carisoprodol- Oral (15-20 times)
Cocaine, Insufflated (roughly an 4-5g all together)
Codeine- Oral (4 times)
Hydrocodone- Oral, now rectally (countless)
Oxycodone- Oral (about 30 5mg pills)
Hydromorphone (god in pill form)- Oral, insufflated (12 2mg pills altogether) -My first ever experience with opioids, so very little was needed. Also introduced me to the opioid high that I love ever-so-much now.
Homegrown Opium- Vaporized (once)
Diacetylmorphine- Black Tar/Gunpowder variety- Vaporized, rectally (about 2 grams altogether, with another gram on its way
I know there are one or two more, but I just can't think of them. I am very fond of opioids. I broke my toe a little over two years ago, and was prescribed hydromorphone. I'll never forget that first nod that came from taking 4mgs. I'll never forget the first overdose from railing 9mgs. This substance led to my hydrocodone abuse (still ongoing, but not uncontrollable). Started with 20mgs to nod, then 30, came close to OD on 50mgs once, then 50 to nod, then 70mgs, then 100mgs. Then I stopped for a good while. Oh, yeah. I fell on my back 13 months ago, and really did a number on my spine, and I'm currently undergoing (very slow) treatment. This is why I use the meds. But I fully admit that I take them in recreational doses, and have a hard time taking less. Currently, my tolerance is up from where it recently has been (ha, story of opioids), and to catch a nod, I need a bare ass minimum of 50mgs rectally. That usually wont do it. I recently took 70mgs rectally with about 3 shots of Fireball (HR- Don't drink alcohol with opioids), and caught a wonderful nod. I've also been smoking black tar heroin on and off. By on and off I mean, in March 2015, I was introduced to it. Smoked about half a gram over several days, then didn't touch it again until May 2016, where I smoked .25, and got pretty lit. Then I bought half a gram two weeks ago, smoked that in less than a week, bought another .7 last week, smoked that in several days, and I'm picking up a gram tomorrow. I don't experience withdrawal from heroin. I have from hydrocodone before, but never to the point where I get terribly sick. Just crave the hell out of it. But I'm sort of reliant on it now, for my back, although I don't have an Rx (hence the recent heroin use). Severe needle phobia, dispite tattoo (it's way different). Former stoner, but for the last 7 or so months, I rarely smoke. Do not like stimulants, EXCEPT some good cocaine. How I do love some good cocaine (always listen to Gold Dust Woman by Fleetwood Mac, and Cocaine by Eric Clapton when I rail lines). Definite hippie. Wannabe rockstar. Self-proclaimed (Parenthetical) Lord of Parenthesis. 15 feline friends. 1 actual friend. 1 fiancee from a different English speaking country. 1 mother. No father. And about 27 US States under my belt. Seasonal Affective Disorder (long bright summer days fuck my shit up). Love the rain. Love animals. Hate confrontation. Technophobe. Despise illiterate individuals (internally). Love English and biochemistry. Well, I'm going to stop now, because I literally just realized that next to no one is going to give a shit to read this far. If you have, you rock, and you should comment about what gets you off (drug wise) and how much/how often/what you like to do/getting high rituals. Sorry again for the wall of text. Keep on Bluelighting, Bluelighters (and Biclighters)
Take it easy
-ABeautifulMind
Caffeine- oral and insufflated (countless)
Nicotine- formerly smoked, oral, transdermal, and now vaporized (countless)
Ethanol (countless)
Cannabis- Smoked, oral, and vaporized (shatter hash) (countless)
Kava- Oral (countless)
Kratom- Oral (countless)
Dextromethorphan- Oral (once)
Dextroamphetamine Salt- Oral, insufflated (twice)
Lysergic Acid Diethylamide 25- Sublingual (twice)
Psilocybin Mushrooms- Oral (once)
Benzodiazepines- Oral (thrice)
Carisoprodol- Oral (15-20 times)
Cocaine, Insufflated (roughly an 4-5g all together)
Codeine- Oral (4 times)
Hydrocodone- Oral, now rectally (countless)
Oxycodone- Oral (about 30 5mg pills)
Hydromorphone (god in pill form)- Oral, insufflated (12 2mg pills altogether) -My first ever experience with opioids, so very little was needed. Also introduced me to the opioid high that I love ever-so-much now.
Homegrown Opium- Vaporized (once)
Diacetylmorphine- Black Tar/Gunpowder variety- Vaporized, rectally (about 2 grams altogether, with another gram on its way
I know there are one or two more, but I just can't think of them. I am very fond of opioids. I broke my toe a little over two years ago, and was prescribed hydromorphone. I'll never forget that first nod that came from taking 4mgs. I'll never forget the first overdose from railing 9mgs. This substance led to my hydrocodone abuse (still ongoing, but not uncontrollable). Started with 20mgs to nod, then 30, came close to OD on 50mgs once, then 50 to nod, then 70mgs, then 100mgs. Then I stopped for a good while. Oh, yeah. I fell on my back 13 months ago, and really did a number on my spine, and I'm currently undergoing (very slow) treatment. This is why I use the meds. But I fully admit that I take them in recreational doses, and have a hard time taking less. Currently, my tolerance is up from where it recently has been (ha, story of opioids), and to catch a nod, I need a bare ass minimum of 50mgs rectally. That usually wont do it. I recently took 70mgs rectally with about 3 shots of Fireball (HR- Don't drink alcohol with opioids), and caught a wonderful nod. I've also been smoking black tar heroin on and off. By on and off I mean, in March 2015, I was introduced to it. Smoked about half a gram over several days, then didn't touch it again until May 2016, where I smoked .25, and got pretty lit. Then I bought half a gram two weeks ago, smoked that in less than a week, bought another .7 last week, smoked that in several days, and I'm picking up a gram tomorrow. I don't experience withdrawal from heroin. I have from hydrocodone before, but never to the point where I get terribly sick. Just crave the hell out of it. But I'm sort of reliant on it now, for my back, although I don't have an Rx (hence the recent heroin use). Severe needle phobia, dispite tattoo (it's way different). Former stoner, but for the last 7 or so months, I rarely smoke. Do not like stimulants, EXCEPT some good cocaine. How I do love some good cocaine (always listen to Gold Dust Woman by Fleetwood Mac, and Cocaine by Eric Clapton when I rail lines). Definite hippie. Wannabe rockstar. Self-proclaimed (Parenthetical) Lord of Parenthesis. 15 feline friends. 1 actual friend. 1 fiancee from a different English speaking country. 1 mother. No father. And about 27 US States under my belt. Seasonal Affective Disorder (long bright summer days fuck my shit up). Love the rain. Love animals. Hate confrontation. Technophobe. Despise illiterate individuals (internally). Love English and biochemistry. Well, I'm going to stop now, because I literally just realized that next to no one is going to give a shit to read this far. If you have, you rock, and you should comment about what gets you off (drug wise) and how much/how often/what you like to do/getting high rituals. Sorry again for the wall of text. Keep on Bluelighting, Bluelighters (and Biclighters)
Take it easy
-ABeautifulMind
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